life is not all fun and games.
companionship does not suffice a healthy relationship.
there it's been said.
help me make this work.
enter the sunlight
and the mourning sea
its existence merely a teardrop
in this vast universe
just a beating heart
and these spaceman headphones
that bring me consolation
for i am grieving
i knew it
not out of fear
nor from my caustic cynicism
i knew it because ive learned to let go
and it is without attachments
or intentions when one is allowed
and i saw
your life has been so dark
i see it in your eyes
i can't blame who you are
a tragedy unveiled
but i can't help but love you
why is love blind?
how can i live my life this way?
i sit and cry everyday
cause you don't see it
look to the stars
right when they are fading
that's when i'll be praying
with all my heart for you
you wanted more
yeah you wanted s...Read more
marked by an absence of emotional involvement and an aloof, impersonal objectivity.
(syn) indifferent, uncommitted, unconcerned
(ant) attached, compassionate, interested
like when she said goodbye
like when he asked me to leave them
like when he had to look out for his best interests
like when she said she had no choice
like when my tears didn't matter anymore
like when he made this all c...Read more
i know i'm not supposed to ask for anything, that i must learn to accept my life, however it may be. forgive me. forgive me for asking something of You. it's my weakness i know. but please hear me out.. this one time..
please don't let this be the last time i see her. i don't know why but i'm getting that feeling again, when i'm about to lose someone.. like before my mom left..
and i am frightened.
pleasepleaseplease don't let it be now. i know i must learn to accept i...Read more
you taught me about my own life
my life that extends beyond my birth
past my parents' conflicting existences
beyond these shores
to an innocent little village girl
that sacrificed everything
for us to live
why must you hate me?
just because i remind you of her?
this won't be the last time we meet
promise me it won't be
i don't even want to face you
i can't think right now
you're probably loathing me at this very instant
you're probably grieving
i'd like to think that you're relieved..
i'm just fooling myself i know
maybe it's just not meant to be
couldn't you understand that?
don't be disappointed with me too
you're all i have left..
you're disappointed with me
you try to say that
things are better this way
but i can tell
you wanted more for me
because you couldn't experience it for yourself
you left us
you were disappointed
and now i'm making you feel it all over again
why don't i ever know
how to make yo...Read more
you are worried about me
you want me to come back to a
okay i admit i added the boring in there
you want to have total control
it's because you don't trust me
i don't blame you
i have strayed rather far
my eyes could only see
i'm awake now.
i wrote this while jogging in the rain i was trying to keep myself from thinking but instead this song sprung forth all on its own..you inspired this song but you'll never know itstaring at the city lights searching for a compromise in my heart though i know my plight
i was real you were disguised you played your games and made me cry let's just leave it at that it's fine
just walk away this time there's no more to say that could make it alright underneath it all is a decent guy i know it
did you fina...Read more
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