goodbye confessional series, part 3: failed self alleviation

i don't even want to face you

i can't think right now

you're probably loathing me at this very instant

you're probably grieving

i'd like to think that you're relieved..

i'm just fooling myself i know

maybe it's just not meant to be

couldn't you understand that?

nevermind

don't be disappointed with me too

you're all i have left..