goodbye confessional series, part 2: my heart hurts, could i possibly be able to request a time out from this continued torture? even just for a day..

you're disappointed with me

you try to say that

things are better this way

but i can tell

you wanted more for me

because you couldn't experience it for yourself

you tried

you left us

you were disappointed

and now i'm making you feel it all over again

i'm sorry

why don't i ever know

how to make you happy?

you would have been content

you wouldn't have left

i'm sorry

i'm so sorry