waiting for a moment
something to catch and i can be positive again
it hurts so much i want to peel off my skin
and my thoughts scare me
why won't i listen?
it gets better it does..
how to erase this anger?
i just want to kick and scream
i've always found solace in music
but i haven't quite mastered the art
of vocalizing the pain you scream inside
and then setting it adrift
to float away
i've come to find that i somehow manage to
and carry it in my hands like a secret truth
a story that's whispered over and over again in my ear
until i'm drowning
amidst perfectly normal, functioning people
in a per...Read more
over the years i've come to find myself s l o w l y becoming a falun dafa practitioner and it dawned on me that it may be quite significant to chronicle my journey.. not because of the greatness of the practice (by all means it's immensely great, but that's something for everyone to discover on their own), but to reflect on my own actions and thoughts, especially when i face tribulations. it's really a continuation of the reflections from my original blog but now it's in..
The dust has settled, blood spilled
I can finally see clearly the mistakes I have made
We were once gods and we loved this life
How did we fall so far?
Love is such a beautiful mystery
So beautiful it hurts
And hurts and hurts
My ears are ringing
I can't hear the useless cries
What happened to that melody floating along the plumeria-filled air?
Beckoning peace of mind
Peace of mind
Peace of mind
We betrayed our words
But maybe we knew al...Read more
could it be that simple?that my parents gave me up
and i'm forever a lost child?
logically i understand
there are so many people that suffer greater losses
and are fine, functioning human beings
why can't i be?
i know my life isn't meant for fairytales
and i'm grateful for the bursts of fleeting joy
even if some of it was only pretend..
i've never met you
but i love you
and i'm so sad that you left
even though i'm starting over
despite my past mistakes
regardless of my nagging insecurities
in spite of my tendency to quit or fail
even if i do fail
i have to try to be better
just kinda felt perfect around you but not anymore..
[song inspiration]extremely humbled by the tremendous heart and effort necessary to fight for peace and human rights in this world and grateful for this difficult but hopeful life..[listen] http://soundcloud.com/graceskyblue/open-waters
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