My crazy hair change. I love it, I hate it

My long time hair growth, length: 15cm over my waist First cut and colour treatment (brown)2nd cut. Beijing:After 1st colour treatment:After 2nd colour treatment:Red colour treatment:3rd cut, Beijing:Bronze brown colour treatment, Beijing:Red wine colour treatment, Beijing:4th cut, I hate it and after blonde colour treatment after just 1 week of the red wine treatment in Beijing, here comes my super ORANGE hair... Don't I look like GOKU from Dragon Ball Z? (I dyed my eye brows too... which makes me looking like a cancer patient)YES IT'S MY REAL HAIR~~~~~ I HATE IT... I look... horrible T_____T