Yes, yes...... i know it's been a long time that i have not blogged.Thx for all the comments and sorry for the wait.I've been busy recording my new album and promoting my new movie premiering on the 20th of November in mainland China and on the 27th worldwide. I am TIRED------but then it's my job. New movie named THE BEAST STALKER should be a surprise to those who have only seen the tough side of Nicholas and not the soft side,as i remember it's been about 9 years since I've dropped a tear on screen. For all u action fans out there well...this ain't one of them but i swear this project was actually the most tiring out of all the movies that I have made, both mentally and physically.It was mentally and physically forced into a state where i hated myself and depressed.Even after work i go home still trembling that i felt like i needed to do something ridiculous. The movie starts off me being a perfectionist (as in real life----virgo thing --sigh!) I am cop making the most simple mistake, killled a 5 years old child through friendly fire.That was the 1st scene of the movie so i had to live in that state of mind for 5 months.....booo!.But on the other side I've actually been waiting on a role and scrīpt like this one, although i havn't seen the final product but i think that it should be a break through. Fighting against yourself emotionally and mentally is a lot tougher than fighting or doing stunts that i just realized. Many thanks... to the crew members, and the director. No matter of the outcome the box office THANK YOU!!! .As for music fans,,,,,,Yes i am preparing my new album and have 2 more songs to go, so that's what i've been doing all this time after the last blog entry. I still insist on being stubborn and taking time on making an album that i can live with. Music is different than the movies to me. In movies u are speaking or acting another persons point of view or atleast ur doing what the director tells u to do. But in music--'MUSIC IS PERSONAL' to the point where every album should be a milestone instead of releasing albums year or months just for publicity and the (SO CALLED AWARDS) cough! cough!....3 years now that i've not released a new album, many of my fans think I'm slacking off or simply lost the love for music. I have NOT ....but I do hate promotion!!!! repeating the same crap over and over again and simply i think what if music itself could be said in a few sentences than why bother making an album(doh!). Some reporter asked me then why now? I guess i have reached a new stage in life? married? got a son? Everything changes and that......gives u something to write about , to sing about and to deliver. Instead of singing from a sheet of paper full of meaningless lyrics that is irrelevant to ur life. Anyways that's me..thanks for all your patient and hope to see u all on the big screen soon!!!!
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