I started writing poetry since elementary, haven't written for a long time. I figured out that I write best either at my saddest, down-depressed moments or at my happiest times... mostly sad moments, being melanchollic like usual... :P some says melanchollics are the most romantic people, I can see why. Anyway, I just wrote one last night in the midst of the stormy rain.
Hope you guys like it... It's called For a moment with you.
For A Moment With You
I have come to love you so much
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So much that I act as such
So much that I have lost all of confidence and trust
So much I can’t find any security entrust
God… O God help me
Help me to not destroy me
Help me to stop this blasphemy
Help me to not create further catastrophe
When love has turned into possession
And I turn away to the disposition
And passion turned into obsession
And nothing else matters more than stupid recognition
I never thought I will once again find myself
Looking very much at stealth
I never dreamed I can once again see myself
Pushing so hard to be in dwellth
What has all these long hours and days brought me into?
Has it made me a person very much domineering too?
As every second only to be cast onto….
People call me a spoilt child…
Or am I in fact a neglected child?
While your kisses so tender and mild
I am on the other hand the one who has gone wild
Wild at heart
Yet broken in spirit
Wild in dreams
Yet shattered to bits
No….Not pain I want
Nor strain I intend to cover you in
But why am I so blunt
In it too am I drownin’
Who am I sorry to…
Mistakes after mistakes
As I gaze at you
Guilt builds up like layered cakes
Anger and frustration
No... it is not deceit I meant
Pressure and depression
No... it is not breeze from hell I sent
Thirsting over you
Dying because of you
If it is love…
May it be my bread loaf?
If you are the one I am designed, destined to love…
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