Shit Don't Scare You Till It Shows Up At Your Doorstep

I haven't seen my parents for a minute.I haven't seen my dear sister for a longer minute.Two days ago, I found out my mother and father are quarantined at home cause they were 2 rows away from a confirmed case of swine flu.Five hours ago, my mother texted me to tell me a close member of my family is down with the swine flu in New York. And when I mean close, I mean, fucking close.Does it scare me? I know statistics. But when you love someone and you know how dangerous this epidemic is..you will know.Life has thrown all kinds of things at me since 05. it's almost half a fucking decade of bullshit.Yes. I fucked up. I let the fast life take over my judgement in my youth but there is no reason why I am still paying for my follies.You want to know the absolute truth....smile....you might not be able to handle it...I love you, Mei Mei...... You'll be just fine.....cause you have always been....P.S: my friend, Toshi, the ass hole who writes the worst shit about me, recently hooked up with a former Japanese law professor turned Used Vinyl Salesman Prof. Sakamoto and is releasing original songs through WEEKLY mixtapes...i offered to help him gather a following.if you should be interested in songs written by a japanese TV host turned afghan supermodel...please email" How can I be down with Toshi Tokioto and Prof. Sakamoto?"to info@doveshacksupastar.comyou will receive a virtual hug and maybe, a link to download the latest mixtapes from toshi and the Japanese professor frequently...