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    Sunday, Nov 25, 2007 3:25PM / Standard Entry

    ...
    Every minute passed
    Has seeped through a cloth
    That was meant to be a sheet of steel.

    I poured my heart into a disguise.

    And there you stood -
    Hunching, feeling no shame...
    Watching as my sweat and tears
    Came rushing down...
    Down the waterfall containing
    All the heart in which I poured.

    My body felt nothing,
    But my mind fooled me
    Into believing that my back and my limbs,
    And mostly my heart and soul
    Ached with throbbing, burning pain.

    And there you stood -
    Hunching over, and feeling no shame.

     

     

     

    ©2007 Olivia Thai


  • Broken Soul

    Saturday, Sep 8, 2007 1:51AM / Standard Entry

    Free and understanding,

    I opened up my heart for you.

    The tenderness that

    I have hidden so well

    Has melted away

    For the comfort of your being.

     

    This feeling, this joy

    That I allowed myself to indulge

    Was all that was felt

    In this moment, in this timestill.

     

    The moment in which

    My soul touched yours

    And became emotionally immortal.

     

    Emotion.

     

    The emotion that I could only feel

    When I am with you

    Could only bring me

    Peace, beauty, heart, soul, happiness.

    Though this feeling of divinity

    I so foolishly perceived as eternal

    Was washed away slowly

    Over the days, months, years

    I thought it would live.

     

    And now lay what is left of me…

    My broken soul.

     

     

     

    ©2007 Olivia Thai


  • Blind

    Friday, Aug 31, 2007 2:41PM / Standard Entry

    I can see fine,

    But many times

    I find myself being blinded

    By “truth”

     

    I find myself giving in

    And believing all I hear…

    Allowing a complete stranger’s power

    To overcome my own train of thought

    To choot-choot over everything which I knew of

    Making my opinion minuscule and disgusting

     

    It drowns me under a deep pool of water

    Where my lungs cannot function

    Where my heart creates explosions

    And it becomes incredibly difficult to endure

    This entrapment felt

    Is believed to be “truth”

     

    … But I can see

    Just fine.

     

     

     

     

    ©2007 Olivia Thai


  • Hi, my name is Olivia.

    Tuesday, Aug 28, 2007 1:22PM / Standard Entry

    Hello,

    My name is Olivia... I'm a singer, songwriter, actress, musician, and on alivenotdead, I plan to publish my free-verse writing.  Although I am supposed to be cramming for my history mid-term, I am here - posting my first blog entry on alivenotdead.  Hehe... breaking the stereotype is fun. 

    So here's a little introduction about me & my writing:
    Most of the pieces I post here will be pieces that have been ... marinating ... in my notebooks for years.  I do have new pieces, but they are usually handwritten, so they go into my notebook before they hit the internet.  The pieces are centered around my family, relationships, life, people, and rarely, myself.  Therefore, the pieces I write are extremely personal.  They are raw - very much unedited - they just express how I feel at the moment.  I call them "pieces" because I don't want to call them poems, songs, monologues, spoken word... because they're not.  They are just writings that I needed to jot down in order to express certain issues I was going through at the time.  At first, I was hesitant in deciding to publish my writing because I had written them for myself and only myself - they were written because I needed an outlet to express my anger / frustration / pain.  Most, if not, all the pieces are dark, sad, and gloomy, which is ironic since I am an overall pretty positive person.

    I look forward to sharing my works with members and visitors of alivenotdead, and I hope that I can connect with as many people as I can reach through my art.  And now, it is time to go back to reading about ancient civilizations.  Good night, love.

    - Olivia

     

    Note: my alivenotdead profile is not intended to be flashy or glazed with caramel - it's just supposed to be real and raw... filled with substance and food for thought...


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