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Back from Shanghai and.....

I liked it here.

'this boring little city , got nothing to see' described by most artists who toured here, Toronto.

Despite recieving an award, met my best friend in showbiz Kalok, visited my mom in HK.

I had this little revelation, not necessarily resulted from this trip, or it could be.

One has to know what he/she wants excatly in life in order to be truly happy.

someone not restricted age, always searching, still not find what one wants.

and luckily, i know what i wwant.

After knowing what I want yet knowing what I cant have despite of knowing what i want and be

content with that realsiation, i learned that too.

Sometimes, timing, distances, limitations, priority........restricted what what can have,

and if we fight......that disrupt the naturalness of things........

Finally....to know who i m, who I m excatly am.

not others see me, describe me....not even best friends'

but me and myself....looked into the mirror of my soul...........

who i am..........this is for myself to learn iin days to come........

and this is my trip to shanghai..........strange.....but good.


almost 14 years ago 0 likes  2 comments  0 shares
Mariejost 26 dsc00460
I've always discovered that when I got what I wanted, I found that it was only the outward form and that often the essence of what that outward form represented was missing. So maybe it isn't the outward form and having that which matters as much as identifying the true essence of what we want and how to extract that from what we have within our reach. Also, what I want evolves over time as I grow and change. Believe me, I've been working on this my entire life. I think if I ever truly had everything I wanted, then all that would be left was death. There would no longer be anything left to get up for in the morning. It is the uncontrollable need to achieve absolute completeness that drives this material world in which we live and seems to also be a reflection of the spiritual realm.
almost 14 years ago


a journey of feeling content. Everyday i pray this little prayer sometimes with my eyes closed sometimes not..... let me be real let me be honest let m

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