This dance broke my heart at work today....

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlyYNprbG7k

OH MY GOD

this is crazy !!!!

after sitting in front of the TV at work when my co workers were playing ' PS I love You' for 5 mins and i cried like a baby abd HAD to leave the crime scene,

this is another one today!!!! OH BUGGER

this really really melt my heart today. thank g...Read more

thunder storm and loneliness

Em...

what is it with thunder storm and loneliness...

I have never been really scared of thunder storm, but for some reasons, I can always recall  the 2 times that i felt really lonely, and both of them was with thunder storm outside...

the first time was when i was 14, i was in italy when this summer camp thing, and i remember two of the friends from the trip got together, and there was one night, the weather got really bad and woke me up, i remember i was thinking wowwwwww this is  crazy and i better cl...Read more

kinda old but hey.....whatever

Video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=WNs57JUXNxk

Please dont come around

Talkin bout that you love me

cause you loved those bitches before me

I dont wanna hear that you adore me

And I know that all youre doin

Is playin your mind games

Dont you know that game beats game

So your best bet is to be straight wit me

So you say you wanna talk, lets talk

If you wont talk, Ill walk

Ye...Read more

I've lost 17 ibs

I've been thinking lately that , OK now I've lost the weight that everyone was on my case about, then what's next?

everyone thinks i look better but then.... well i gotta say only until really recently i feel good about myself. when i lost my weight at the very beginning no matter what others tell me i'd still feel pretty bad , i dun feel beautiful. no not at all. especially i knew how i lost it and it's not pretty man....

now i realise the thing is .... it's not really about how you look, but how ...Read more

my muse just paied me a visit today

so many feelings,

good, bad,

love, hate,

generous, jealousy

when they all piled into one, it's like typhoon 8 in your head

and you try to swim, because it's either sink or swim

you are no quiter, so you try to swim,

but then you got caught up and you dun even know where you are going .

you bounce around in your own head, in this typhon 8

trying to get a way out .

and yet nothing seems to work, nothing seems promising

the sto...Read more

Oh my god it gives me goosebumps...

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fp0_X-PIwBk Still Hurting from The Last 5 Years

Jamie is over and Jamie is gone

Jamie's decided it's time to move on

Jamie has new dreams he's building upon

And I'm still hurting

Jamie arrived at the end of the line

Jamie's convinced that the problems are mine

Jamie is probably feeling just fine

And I'm still ...Read more

Come to your senses

Video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=CxlRgzr9lGQ You're on the air, I'm under ground

Signal's fading, can't be found

I finally open up

For you I would do anything

But you've turned off the volume

Just when I've begun to sing

Come to your senses

Defenses are not the way to go

And you know, or at least you knew

Everything's strange, you've changed

And I don't k...Read more

performing art is a crazy business man

you know what???

i gotta say performers are some really crazy people and i'm sooooo proud of us ...

i mean even though someone riped her toe nail off, someone is suspected of having a minor stoke , someone is being upset and crying the whole time and someone is heartbroken and suffering from flu, someone fall off stage ( and i believe with many more problems happening) the show must go on, and the fact  that we all still managed to put the smile on and pretend that nothing is bothering us and the wor...Read more

Angel in disguise

Video:

thanks to Chung's suggestion,

i really do like this song a lot

and i found a kid version of it...

Thanks man, may there are angels in disguise in all of our lives and more importantly may all of us be the angle in disguise of others

http://youtube.com/watch?v=AcqKP1Y7ygw&feature=related

A N G E L    I N    D I S G U I S E

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thank you lord

been sick these few days and got pretty emotional and lonely,

but lord, thank you, thank you for placing all these angels around me.

i mean people at work have been very understanding and caring and i thank you sooo much for that lord.

dear father, please help me to stay strong and focus on you, as i konw you have the best plan for me and you love me a lot.

may you also take care of all my friends and family, co workers for we all have our own problems and peak session is coming and we are all tired already.Read more