A very quiet morning.... I woke up around 3.36AM and haven't been able to fall back to sleep. Suddenly in my heart there is this.... mellow quiver. Recently, I have been puzzled with Titanic yet and again. The first I was mesmerized by this love story was around 11-12 years ago. Back when I first dated my first boy friend.
I have watched it at least 4 times since then. First time watching it, "How Boring?" I thought to myself. The bloody ship took 3 and a half hours to sink. I watched it with my then closest and best friend, Wulan Anggraini Tjahyani, nickname: Noni. It was kind of pathetic watching Titanic with her. I had my first date with my first boy friend not long afterwards. He proposed that we go watch Titanic. I was like "I have watched it but... alright!". Since then, I had fallen in love with Titanic. It's not so much what you do but it's with whom you do the things you do that really make that much of a difference. I remember very clearly it was our first date. He held my hand for the first time and I almost melted... It was the first time ever I have ever had my hand held by a boy! He could tell straight away as he then asked "Have you never been held before?". I very shyly shaked my head without even the sligthest courage to look at him. He laughed at me. I felt bad but the butterflies were too strong that I could not do much but shyly follow him as he held my hand walking down that open space car park in Jakarta. That feeling has long been gone... till recently. Today, at the end of year 2009, I am awake at 09.33AM listening to an unknown man playing this song beautifully. He played it so beautifully that i felt that I was drawn back to that late afternoon....If a man ever play this song so tenderly to me... I think my heart no matter how hard, like iron steel rod would melt inevitably.Video:
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