First time hosting at my new place
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Sunday, Feb 22, 2009 8:27AM / Standard Entry
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Yesterday, i hosted a little feast gathering at my new place, just a few close friends who i got to know many years ago, so not quite a house warming party in my opinion. I guess it turned out not so bad, i managed to keep them and myself happy, until a couple of them just ruined it for me. I do not wish to expand on how and why. I just want to write about how i am as a person, when it comes to friendship. People often think of me as a man who is loyal to his friends. I guess they are right, however by being so, i do expect them to respect me in return.
May be this is too much to ask for. At least it seems so to me.
My disappointment is too much to bear, woke up at six, eyes wide opened, may be its the wine, but mainly, a little heart broken. Sorry for bringing this up. I guess i m not forgiving enough, this is something i find increasingly difficult, towards my closest friends, even my family at times. But dont worry folks, i have learnt to adjust my tolerance from bitterness to positive thinking. I will find something to do today, that will make myself happy and i ll be back on my feet in no time; how about that? Time to readjust my pitiful self esteem^^
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