Confession

i know i am bad, i know i am mean, i know i shouldnt think like this, but still....

during those crowded days and seasons, everywhere you go, full of people and traffic. last week, i was in happy valley and it took me 1 hour and 30 mins to arrive in causeway bay by car. yet, that's not the peak time, it's during the office hour. all of a sudden, i wish time could went back to "SARS". no one on the street, not much traffic, car park every where, things are much cheaper....etc. as i said, i know i am bad and mean, shouldnt think like this, but this idea just "pop" into my head.... sorry.

to repay this demeaning idea, let me tell you a secret - a big big secret. ever since i was a baby, i have a blanket which called "baby blanket". this blanket is as old as me (probably older than me), now is all torn into little pieces and even though i want to keep it clean, i cant wash it all the time because it is so torn. have to hand clean it with extra extra care.

why this blanket so important to me? i dont know, i just like to hold and feel it during my sleep, or when i am lazy around. everytime, my dear friends and father saw me with that blanket, their reaction are "oh, my god, this thing still here, it smells, throw it away", "keep this away from me, it has a lot of germs", "you want me to keep you in this house, throw it away"....etc. no matter how mean they are to my lovely blanket, i am still stick to it. ME AND THE BLANKET FOREVER. however, as the blanket grow older and older, i am scared it wont last much longer. now, it is torn into final three small pieces, i am hanging to it very carefully. i swear, i will love my blanket till the last thread of it. even if someone blackmail me with a picture with me and my blanket. I WONT GIVE IT UP. you know who you are.... ha ha.

my god-daughter, rachel and her baby doll, my blanket and I are facing such discrimination, demeaning sentences all the time but we both will fight together. to protect our love, rachel the doll and patricia the blanket. hooray!

patricia the silly