Off I Go Again

In a few hours’ time, I’ll be on a jet plane to Australia. 7-hour journey, and I hate plane rides ‘cos of my motion sickness. But I’ll be taking my medicine & watching movies onboard. Hmmm.. No idea what I’m gonna be doing there ‘cos my parents planned out the entire itinerary.

Still in the midst of packing now. For those who know me, I’m a super las...Read more

Laughter Is The Best Medicine. :)

I’ve seriously laughed a lot today. From the time I woke up at 1p.m. till now, my jaws hurt. Hahaha.

So, for today, my motto was “Laughter is the best medicine.” Because for the past few days, I’ve been thinking & moping around too much. It’s time to pick myself up before I fly off this Saturday.

When I woke up, I logged onto Facebook. I chanced upon a photo of Nick Gulliver (from CCC) & Mengwei, and couldn’t help bursting out loud in laughter at the comments. Chorus Board people are really a crazy b...Read more

Resting

For the past three days, I’ve been pottering about at home. Other than a few castings & scheduled meet-ups these few days, I’ve got nothing else planned. I’ll be taking off on a plane to Melbourne on Saturday night - the trip is a family holiday cum my brother’s graduation from foundation year at Trinity College. How quickly one year passes by.

So I’ve been keeping late nights and waking up early afternoons since Asia Conference ended. Been keeping my dog company. Other than watching TV, I’ve been browsing the Internet. Honestly speaking,...Read more

What is Love, Anyway?

There is so much that I don’t know how to put into words. So many emotions & turmoils that are running through my heart & mind helter-skelter in an unintelligible manner. And I can’t differentiate different emotions, different thoughts anymore.

I don’t know why I always let my emotions get the better of me. Perhaps it’s due to the nature of my job, that I always have to be open to every single emotion and let it bubble to the surface. But in my personal life, I really want to stop that from happening. I want to close mys...Read more

Tell Laura I Love Her

I had a flash of inspiration today. And I decided to re-visit this sad song.

TELL LAURA I LOVE HER

**Laura and Tommy were lovers

He wanted to give her everything

Flowers, presents, but most of all, a wedding ring**

He saw a sign for a stock car race

A thousand dollar ...Read more

Argh.

I just have this horrible feeling today. Like I’m stuck in limbo. Not moving forward nor backward. Just stuck. Plainly, simply stuck. Argh, argh, argh.

Acting is not a career for the faint-hearted. Learning to reject the rejections is not that simple, ‘cos ultimately I begin to question myself & my abilities. Am I really not cut out for this line? Should I step back? Is this a temporary setback or am I just being too stubborn to see the truth?

I guess I’m partly in limbo because I have no projects to look forward to. Nothing. Zilch....Read more

Working On My Birthday

Just started filming for CUBIK on Saturday. It’s a packed schedule, and I’ll be filming from 3p.m. - 2a.m. today. There goes my birthday! sigh But I’m glad I’ll spend it doing something I love. And I’ll get to sit in a Lamborghini on my birthday!

Hopefully, I’ll get some good news from the auditions I’ve done, too. Although I know it’s been almost 2 weeks, so I should give up hope. But I’m still praying. It’s beyond my natural stren...Read more

On The Day Obama Triumphed

Tears came to my eyes when I watched John McCain give his final speech of this election campaign. In my mind, John McCain should be the next President of the USA. His experience in foreign affairs & war will stand America in good stead, and to me, he is the stability that America & the world needs during these turbulent times.

But America voted for “Change”. Obama is a good man, and will lead the country with integrity. He is a symbol of the American Dream, but how long will this dream last? Will reality bite when O...Read more

Waking Early

I haven’t done this for some time. Waking at 5:30 a.m., that is. Usually I only manage to sleep at that time. Which is why it was such torture dragging myself out of bed this morning, when my brain was crying out, “Ten more minutes! Just ten more minutes!”

I think part of the reason why it was so difficult is ’cause I only fell asleep at 3:30 a.m. last night. I was watching the final Formula One race in Brazil, and although I was happy that Hamilton won, the ending was really lucky for him.

Anyway, I went to church and frankly, I...Read more

A Life of Dreams

My life has been just cruising along recently. I’ve been thinking much, working a little, believing alot, and doubting a bit. I was fairly busy last weekend, rushing from shoot to shoot, from rehearsal to church and back to a shoot.

One of my shoots for an NYU Tisch student, Kate, was a 2-day daytime shoot at Haw Par Villa. On the other hand, I had overnight shoots at the Chinatown area for a Lasalle student, Genevieve. It was fun in a way - being a sweeper in the day, and a prostitute at night. Tiring, but exciting. And I always sav...Read more