slow Motined

hey....how r all of u............

everything day is jam packed with works mtg gearing up to the official opening of the

new TV station...........cant say this is not what i love to do....

but certainly this is not what I expected........the time consumed....

behavioural changes....my time with my lovely face........natnat......

whenever i m with her....my eyes just cant take off her...

cos she's a genuine soul.....simple....beautiful.....n fun......she's my little daughter....

whereever i m with her...my heart n soul is at peace....or i always smile truly....

work took some of our time lately....she understands, she asked me to devote more.....

last 2 days wearing my tiring body,

still drive her to dance....back n forth to her friends' place....bday parties...

totlally relaxing......when we reached her home....

we kissed goodbyes...and she has to walked thru that garage door...

punched in the passwords......door opened.....she truned around...flying kiss goodbye again,

all that....SLOW MOTIONED.

Maybe when u see something so valuable in front of your eyes....

things become slow.....that way...u can remember by heaRT.....

to many, they have to take photos....

after my devastated lost of my last cell that contained....

3 yrs worth of these slow motined moments...

my mind is a larger server.....saving alll thses moments....

I always did....i can trace back as far as she was ever so little.....

her little movement that brought me so much laughs....

i really m a very lucky person....

despite of dry packed routine....i can recall times like this....

i must and everyone should take time to refresh, recall these moments,

cos the more u do this....the longer u carry with u....

Nat is now 15.

love

j