unrequested letter of consent and hesitant self approval

you've changed.

i don't know you anymore.

please don't get me wrong..

it's not like i'm not

happy

for you

but i'm also worried

that out of nowhere

depression will rear its ugly head again

and shatter your newfound contentment

or that suddenly you'll realize that

all this

isn't what you really wanted

call me pessimistic if you will

and it's okay if we continue this mutual distance

i guess i just wanted to tell you that i'm concerned

that maybe everybody has fallen for another one of your

facades

even though you're still exactly the same

that's what i'm really afraid of