past flings.

the past. we're supposed to leave it alone. but i just can't help myself. :-( we used to be really happy together. it was a stable, healthy relationship.

and then it turned bad. i was treated so horribly, the aftermath always being terribly painful and repenitent.

so i left.

it's been almost 10 years now and we met randomly.

i just couldn't help myself, even though the cautious, reasonable side of me screamed "be careful! you know how it's going to turn out!!"

as always, i didn't listen to logic..

and i'm happy i didn't. it's different now. it's not bad between us anymore. and i'm truly happy with the way things are.

i don't care what anyone else says.

i started drinking milk again. YAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!