Fallen 1OO4

enter the sunlight conquering the sky just me and this peaceful shoreline an angel came from heaven i thought to save my life

oh the words he spoke the beauty to behold how could i ever have known he would be the one to break my heart it's irreparable

for a fleeting moment i found happiness it's really all i have left time has lost all sense til it's 10:04 again but i don't want this to end

chorus to love you is my destiny i guess i knew you would leave eventually still i loved hopelessly i wanted your love for me to last longer than a dream but everyday i just wake up crying cause i know i'm a fool wishing for the day that you'd come back just come back to me againand say, "this time i won't fly away"

the aftermath no more tears to cry just a hollow soul and an empty shoreline i blinked my eyes and you flew on by mouthing, "sorry" with an innocent smile

don't fly away there's so much left for me to say so hard to face the truth of falling from your grace your grace

10:04 again will i ever mend or will i suffer for an eternity anangelhas f

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i started writing songs when i was 14. just a necessary outlet for me i guess.. and since then i've written a good number of songs. but there's always been this one that i've been trying to write ever since the beginning. called fallen 1OO4. i just wanted a song where i could fully express how i've been feeling all these years.. it's always been a more reserved kind of sadness.. empty feeling in accepting the fact that people will leave me in one way or another that i have no control over that. and admitting that i might not be over it yet even though i always try to believe that i am

but i think that from the time that i was 14 until now.. all these years that i've been trying to get over everything and be happy i realized that that's not what i really want sadness is indefinitely a part of my life and i like it that way dimensional.. more thoughtful.. i guess it's just more real to me..

but i could never write it because i wanted it to be completely perfect.

and this year i finally wrote it. it's a slow song with just piano and strings. i love it. it's so beautiful yet depressing ^^ (thanks to masa for the awesome production and amazing arrangement!!!)