: Friday, Mar 14..... if sight were so clear...

paris ..... subway....sometime ... if sight were so clear ...relationships always seem to be a hazy blur , rapt in absolute bliss...then the roller credits come on and hindsight gives you the best picture of what things really were ...

one of my favourite writers , virgina woolf , my fav paragraph in "the waves"---

"so i revisit my past life , scene by scene ;there is an elm tree , and there lies percival . for ever and ever , i swore . then darted about the usual doubt . i clutched your hand . you left me . the desent into the tube was like death . we were cut up by all those faces and the hollow wind that seemed to roar down there over desert boulders . i sat staring in my own room . by five i knew you were faithless. i snatched the telephone and the buzz buzz buzz of its stupid voice in your empty room battered my heart down , when the door opened and there you stood. that was the most perfect of our meetings . but these meetings , these partings , finally destroy us .

beautiful isnt it . poignant. i can almost visualize the pain . almost reminds me of the movie "eternal sunshine of a spotless mind "  (which is a full blown topic in itself)

sometimes love is all ,but a decision . loving the flawed complexities of another's soul .....

ahh...

so its friday night ... and im drapped over my sofa ..soothing voice of mystery x cooing me , romancing me , taking flights of fancy in that bubbled realm of comfort where the silence is deafening .

hmm ... obviously dinosaurs aren't bloody extinct . i'm still trying hard to figure out how to share this wonderful music file that has transported me . hahaha

until then . i guess we could take a slight detour where a visual feast awaits....