baking

i'm in baking mode now...it's not yet full blown, but it's getting there...i haven't baked in ages, something stopped me, maybe it was not having a home, a hugeass martha stewart kitchen and thinking without that, i couldn't really do it to the fullest, but anyways, i've started...and uh oh, what have i done?!  to the poor alivenotdead dudes, you're going to start wondering if you aren't dying from sugar overdose.  hehe.  thank you for being such kind tasters, smiling big smiles as you painfully swallowed those melt in your mouth flourless chocolate bombs...hehe.  you're all so awesome.  tonite i'm baking these peanut butter chocolate chunk cookies.  i've taken a bunch of different recipes i looked up and mixed them up and we'll see what happens! 

my sister and i dream of having our own little bakery/cafe/tea house one day where i'll make my cupcakes and she'll make the cookies, but really we both love doing them all.  just the dream of having this little place of heaven where we can bake and be happy and chat and laugh all day is a lovely thought...someday...someday...for now, i'll keep practicing my recipes!!  it's amazing how very happy i am to just...bake...the smells, that whole feeling when you're mixing ingredients...like water for chocolate, i LOVE that movie...such a simple thing can make me so happy...and i hope my friends find SOME enjoyment before the sugar comas and sugar sweats!  hehe...