The..............

I finally understood...

That life is more than just the scrutiny of being a normal person...

I was awoken from my dream world on Saturday by The Don herself (My Mum)... Yes my mum?Anyone has problems? Guess not.. Continue then. . . . .

Video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgG4vDfcJek

I finally understood that this wake up call was more than sincere and it will never be able to support me all the way while i chase my dreams of capitalising myself in the entertainment industry... Certainly not here... Certainly not Singapore... Nope:: Hell No... The breakdown....

Do enjoy this instrumental that talented people from different countries create and recieve their cheque... And yes i do appreciate...

Video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_095IAvXCs

It slipped my mine that once upon a time, i was a young kid chasing a distant dream.... and that particular dream has been there for me all along with doors wide open but having to deal with the price to pay has certainly of course made me motionless..

Video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJqhh5t-1gM

And yes indeed i was given the talent to create music and the talent to lead and the talent of being capable... But yet, while i was appreciating the happenings around me, i also noticed that i was far drifting away into the dream world and fascinating myself into different aspects in the entertainment industry...

Video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43yvlrNl3Xc

I noticed what others may have notice well before i did, and that was, turning your passion into a career and building an organisation without any capital but only with wise and wisful thinking....

Video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUq3tZNJmtw

I build a pathway of positive and happy commotions and healthy lifestyle living, getting kids to stay in school, getting kids to stay out of different secret societies and drugs, getting kids to enjoy The Arts amidst getting them to diverse their light years to good not bad...

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUq3tZNJmtw I was deprived over the years, i was actually doing rounds and rounds and yes even though at times i got the way out to create a different aspect, i was still on the merry go round..

2008 was one of the worsest year for a person like me. 2009 was an ending of the living the dream and the first 6 months was hell as well...

It's the 2nd half of the year now and i have made that promise to not dis or be incapable of such things, letting my emotions take over me especially... I was never like this before, never, i wouldn't let faggots know what i was up to, i wouldn't even type it out to let people see and share their views, i was the journal writer, i was the secretive guy, being alone in his own world and studying what he knew was right and since God gave him a brain to think he did, i was the shy guy, i was always contented to whatever things i had and was always appreciative, i was doing well in economics (Options) especially, self studying, and that was it, the loss of all my savings to the economy was one of the greatest hard hitters in my life aspects.

The fact that i had to lie to survive is of course used by every other human who has been through the challenges in life and for those who's not, may god bless you, cause i swear you will...

Thus, another setback has occured. It is by far one of the most saddest thing to ever happen especially for people like myself,Khairil,Abi and Aizat not fogetting Mizan...

The product that i spearheaded with my money,time and effort including khairils and abi's and aizat's and to those who were there to help, has finally evolved and change..

I use to be their friend besides being the boss or leader whatso fuck ever, but having to have them walk out on you, that is sad.

Having to be biased and concentrate on them, yes that was sad. Having to see Anakin Skywalker transforming, that was sad.... I was never a galaxy freak yet what khairil said wastrue...

Anakin Skywalker..... b4

Anakin Skywalker after......

The selfishness a human can ever be is really underlying....

I never thought i had to say or do type my thoughts out for the world to know and see, but this is it people....

SweetWrappers, Bringing You Mutiple Flavours....

May God Bless You....

TI had a song title: Dead And Gone of his Paper Trail Album, Go Figure......

Was i ever selfish?? Was i !!!!???? i have spent nearly a year not working like a typical Singaporean just to put food on the table but to establish both The Foundation and revitalising Revolute Nation, nevermind the fact that the scene in this country is so dearly non-equal but for those who had money, yes buy your way through... my street cred's are way higher than you, for those who join competitions just to be able to be a star and after an album or 2 you become an actor??? Fuck you, the non supportive arts movement here and there.... Can i get a refund anyone?? HAH!

"Oh hi Syed, i'm sorry but we cannot help you, but we have a building to sustain ourselves and we have monthly incomes to feed our needs.. Please don't waste your time  with your group and ideas cause we shall never help you. But you can try Singapore Idol or Anugerah or Project Superstar or whatever competition and after you win and start going to dinners to perform, maybe we will help you... And also don't forget hor, after you do a drama or acting a bit, we will surely promote you wan... Singlish for life le..." Mak lu ah...  The following dialogue was based on a true story told by Syed Muhammad Alaydrus which was of course extremely exagareted but nonetheless true.

 

But then again, the judges suck.... (This answer came from a direct petition signed by over the hundreds stating that the judges of big competition is bad. Talk about a sweeper of a studio turning into a producer, or talk about a fat guy eating prata at haig road and arrogant" Source: Re Coup People SG

I pity all. I wished i was rich and help everyone achieve their dreams... but yes it seems meaningless nowadays....

The Foundation shall stay, i shall take my leave as soon as time is on my side. Yes my idea and yes i have to be a normal Singaporean.

My mum's getting older and i'm getting older... i don't see any ways of myself being able to support my mum through my music, not in this country for sure.. so yes... hello 8 to 5. Do u people accept "O" levels and tons of experience in different working industries or must i buy a cert to get a job which requires more hands on rather than read emails and talk cock and suck cock?  Cause if you need certs, i can buy them online u know for around $400 i'll have a cert 3 times your cert and not forgetting 10 times cheaper.... Get what i mean by experience?

When July ends, so does my term. If you people want to continue being selfish, by all means please do cause once i leave, i shall never comeback, besides the royalties and other stuffs...

If i have the chance to break into the country where dreams come true>>> USA>>> I will....  Goodbye u.. Hahahahahahaha.....

Whats's up Pyongyang.... Loving those Missile testing ay... You guys are really amazing in a  way besides the fact that numerous people are signing up insurance policies.

 

The morning of July the 6th in Singapore. Partly Cloudy around most areas.

Expect showers mainly in the afternoon and the late afternoon all over the island in the sun...

 

It's like an update of what's been going on ay.. hahahahah...

 

Till then....

Peace N Love...

Syed Muhammad