into the unknown

5 days to 1st step towards a brand new chapter  leaving behind questions unanswered i wonder if babies feel that way when they're in their mothers' womb pushing its way out from the darkness that seems eternal once it sees the light it cries with the natural instinct, fear.. or, will it be a cry of regret? or simply from the slap in the ass?   stillness... not mind, not time, not the things that need to be paused it's just this draggy being reacting to the unknown no way out, this darkness seems eternal heartbeat is being pushed, each beat the second hand moves tick.. tock.. tick.. tock.. tick..... excitement rushes in from time to time from the visions created in hope for the otherside of the hole   when the time comes, i will push, for i know what must be left behind consequences will due, no one can escape day to day, year to year, life to life just like people say, you can run, but can never hide if you don't get it this life, it'll will definitely come knocking on your door the next life.   game's started.. play.. wisely...