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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

日期:廈門的第3日, 生日的之後。

時間:哭泣時份。

地點:家(我這幾天喜歡叫這裡做家)第3天的廈門, 開始一間一間的cafe 的去原來島上的cafe都不多, 有的, 都做過資料搜集了。

在娜雅的cafe 做了點訪問, 始終, 還是做了一些工作的東西。

開始在島上找尋其他的cafe, 除了海天堂構, 和沙什麼茶(不記得是什麼名字了)之外, 其他的都去了, 去了BABYCAT 的店, 在BABYCAT

找到了老闆bbc, bbc 真的很好人, 他主動做了我的導遊, 帶我在鼓浪嶼走了一圈, 所有的地方都去了, 連島上的大學, 住民區, 什至靈異真件發生的地點都去了。

沒有他的帶路, 跟本沒有可能找到花時間, 那個神仙一般的老闆, 那間徐志摩般的cafe。

一間一間的cafe去, 找尋妳的感覺, 一間一間的cafe 去將妳的記憶留底在鼓浪嶼。

到了賣奶茶的"張三瘋", 茶具, 荼道為主的"趙小姐的店", 地中海風情的"Babycat", 林一峰到過, 而且為這間cafe作了一首歌的"Babycat 2", 六點就關門, 不接受訪問, 不食人間煙火的仙遊聖地"花時間", 一間由天使開的cafe, 我的家"娜雅", 一家很溫暖的旅店和cafe. . .

很久沒有嚐過那懶懶的味道, 就像花時間老闆作的書, 迷失鼓浪嶼, 他說,"時間是用來浪費的", 那麼的奢侈, 那麼的神仙。除了一間一間的cafe去, 還繞著鼓浪嶼行了一個圈, 在島上一直的走, 去了好多地方, 原來島, 跟本就不大, 由旅遊區, 到住民區, 到大學, 再由鼓浪嶼到廈門市, 去了廈門市的不同cafe, 這是我一廂情願的, 我以為這樣可以更接近妳, 了解妳更多。

於3,4時回到了房間, 打開門, 看見椅上有個盒子, 上面寫著"祝鋒小朋友生日快樂, 娜雅的黃啊姨", 幹什麼!?

打開, 竟然有個小蛋糕, 心裹很暖, 感覺很有家的感覺, 想不到, 選擇一個人過生日, 在他響竟然收到一份一個陌生人的關懷, 彷彿, 我遇到了天使, 呀!才剛想起, 昨日, 我才跟觀音, 佛祖題起我的生日果然好靈。

將我對妳的思念, 填在留言本上, 一填就天亮了, 把我心目中我跟妳的故事, 留下了在鼓浪嶼, 寫著寫著, 終於, 哭出來了, 好久好久, 沒有哭, 雖不能放聲大哭, 不過, 眼淚, 節水還是湧了出來, 終於, 自那一日之後, 有了一點的發洩, 最後, 還是一個人哭, 沒有妳的擁抱, 沒有妳的膊頭, 沒有任何人的安慰, 百感交雜。

想妳想的很辛苦, 心很痛, 很不捨得妳。百感交雜。為了逃避, 逃避那個別人認識的自己, 逃避那種一個被迫人過生日的寂寞, 逃避被別人忘記生日, 想不到, 在異地竟然有一份想不到的心意, 是如來佛祖的仁慈, 還是不認識的人才是最真實?

哭, 為了發洩一直以來的不快, 不安, 可惜和無奈, 為發洩對妳的思念, 很想在哭的時候抱著妳說一聲我愛妳, 很想像嬰孩一樣的哭, 也為了阿姨給我的感動。為了自己想像的浪漫, 一個人來到了你想的地方, 做了你想做的事, 妳說過一句我很深刻的話, "你會記住我講既每一句野, 不過你唔會諗我點解咁講", 女人, 要既係一個會逗佢開心, 話頭醒尾, 觀人於媚, 未出口已經知道她想什麼的男人, 女人要的浪漫是一個男人不要女人說就會做她想的事。

我不是一個浪漫的人, 我只係一個只會體力勞動既男人, 我只會用金錢, 行動, 以方程式的去做她要的事, 妳說一我會做一, 你說減一我就減一, 不過, 原來妳要既唔係一條簡單既小學數學, 而係一條要求x 同 y 呢d未知數既方程式。

要做到x 同 y, 什至更多既代數, 才會令一個女人快樂, 男人永遠唔會明白, 要一個女人開心, 要既唔係一個名份, 唔係一個指定既行動, 而係令佢笑。

佢唔喜歡我, 我唔可以令女人愛上我, 是因為我唔會觀人於媚。

當然, 一切都只係我既想像, 可能, 事實跟本就唔係咁, 呢個就好似宇宙既來源一樣, 係我永遠唔會明白既事。妳最不喜歡人自以為事, 以為自己岩左, 不過, 唔重要了, 因為, 係廈門到明白左一d更緊要既野。原來, 人間還是有情, 這裡的人都是天使, 很欠, 有多久? 大概由幼稚園畢業後, 就沒有再食過別人為自己而設的生日蛋糕。

我已經夠幸福了。能夠再吃生日蛋糕, 再聽妳跟我講一次生日快樂, 已經很幸福。終於, 哭出來了, 不過, 還是哭得不夠狠, 心裹依然好唔舒服。Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

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