I try to focus myself on any other things today ,but i cannot do it .
Some strange feels always rush into my head and remaind me that today is different.Growing up and becoming independencen are not so easy as we think.Sometimes you feel frustrating,sometimes you are full of imagenation.
finally you find that it's just as simply as eat,sleep.I know it is not a big deal to sepreate from my old days,but it's hard to adjust myself
to a new circumstance and keep going without looking back!
   I'm always looking forward to beauty and harmony ,however reality pullme back and tell me :there is no excuse to avoid and you have to overwhelm it by your own !