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           很久没有上来写点东西了，一是不知道该写些什么、二是最近也比较忙碌。

          Long time no write something up, and one does not know what to write, the second is also quite busy recently.

           时间过的真的很快，带英语课已有近两年光景了；祖也结婚了；爷爷的病情似乎也不会有什么起色了。这一切忽然让人觉得伤感起来......

           Time went by really fast, with English classes have been the last two pieces of circumstances; Daniel was married; grandfather’s condition did not seem to be any pick up. Suddenly it all makes them feel sad ......

          因为爷爷的病情，最近的自己有种异乎于正常的反常举动，我不知道这是不是一种逃避现实的做法但我发现心中的苦楚真的是没人倾诉！太熟悉的人吧觉得会让别人看见我脆弱的一面，那是我最终选择不说的真正原因；而不熟悉的人吧，我觉得那就更没有说的必要了！

         Because the grandfather’s condition, his recent move to a kind of unusual, I do not know if this is not an escape route, but I found the sufferings of mind is really no one to talk! Too familiar with it, afraid that people will say I vulnerable (because who will face the death); unfamiliar with the bar is also really do not think that's necessary!

         日子每天还是要过，抱怨也好；哀怨也罢；不能一味的这样，我一定要坚强的面对，我想爷爷也不会愿意看见我这般的难过......

         Date still has to go every day, complaining Ye Hao, sad worth mentioning, can not blindly so. I must be strong to face, I would like to see my grandpa is not willing to ...... such a depression

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