ker conti.
Thursday, Nov 22, 2007 4:22AM / Standard Entry
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just finish with my personal trainer, he said my body fat finally lowed to wut its suppose to be. n i told him da i stil didnt quit my junk food. he was impressed. but i mean im already veggitarian. i cant just quit my junk food then i probably will be eating nothing. anhyways, i told him i am almost quit drinking. i mean i aint in my clubing age anymore. he was impressed abut da too. i cant even think abut it anymore da how many pack of cig n how many bottle of chivas n how many bottle of yellow label n how many clubing nites thoes were bak to de time i was stil with ker. i dunt deny da i had sum good time da i will be willng to clean them out. coz based on wut i always believe da u got to do things suit ur age. we were teens bak then. i mean we should hv done sumthing da al teens do n i think we did pretty wel. again da probably is de other reason da we ended it up in one month. maybe even less than one month da we did so wel in public but we got almost no time together alone. i mean for day times we were stil in classes. n for nite we were so busy to sneak out for clubing with his "gay" friends instand of stay quiet together. i cant clearly recall when is our relationships crisis anymore. it just has been so long da i hvnt heard from him since i left. which made me almost forgot wut really happened bak then. however, i hv been always doing sum sort of analysis abut my life. which i can see da mostly its me who got a problem n just simply run aways from it. even i hv been thinking alot abut it da i should learn to solve problems by de standard way. i mean there gotta be sum sort of rule da i can simply follow when i got a problem instand of running away. plus, i cant just be al over de world, i need a place to stay no matter wut happened. like my friend said during lunch today, sumtimes when we r getting older, we will just kinda of wonder da we should hv been settled long time ago at sum certain place in sum certain way if we didnt keep running away from our unsolved problems. i did really agree with her, i mean i cant just broke up with sum one da i wasnt even sure da if i like him or no n just go from austrilia to china then to canada. how many coutry da stil left for me to run das a big uncertain. a question mark. de funny thing abut question mark is da at de bottom its a period. then i just pretend to clean de upper part of de question mark so da i ll get a period?
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