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A little pain 帶我走
Sunday, Nov 30, 2008 11:21AM / News / Members only

to think of loneliness
想到單獨
makes u feel emptiness
讓你覺得嗯寂寞
the hardships of life
生活の辛苦當中
never stop
不停止
最古の達~~ remember this,
" no u cant, u cant cry to endure the hardships !! Fight over the limit, u go G!RL ☆ What's life w/out the challenge-. "
No matter how busy I am
不管那麼忙の我
how life's treating unequally
那麼不勝の生活
I will always be there
我會一次在
I will always be around
我會一次存在
.. in sorrow or in joy
.. 悒時或喜時
I will never leave
我不會離開
I will never given up
我不會放棄
the friendships we have
我們的友情
the relationships we built
友情我們建成の
'cause its all priceless
為了無價
Remembering the past
記得多年來の時
the time of sickening journey
辛苦の路命
does makes u feel to cry
真讓你想哭
regret, positively not
後悔,肯定不
" 帶我走... to shed my loneliness clear its emptiness || Move forward never look back || survival of life's bitterness. "
the truth remain
真相留下
what have had happened
做過の事
can't be turn back
不能返回
only the future can be change
則能改變未來
things that happened let it remain in the past
往事讓他停在往昔
" I know many people around me, but I couldnt resist the thoughts of how lonely I am inside "
Thank you for understanding me
in times when i thought I'm all alone
在我感覺寂寞的時
I'm not 一人いない
我不是一個人
but for I would not have survived,
but for your selfless courage
Notwithstanding all the worries
每次我走一個人走
every time I walk, I'm all alone
你的背影這能傷害我情感
your shadows makes me hurt
帶我走
take me over
帶走我
take over me
到個安寧の生活
to a place where life is so tranquil
生活中西藥那麼難過嗎
should life be such a pity
'不露聲色'..の我
心意從來沒你發現過
the kind intention I had never get to discover
憋氣//suffocated//
" 帶我走.. 我不怕帶走我一個人的寂寞-- guess life is just unbearable at one point LiFE seems better,it isn't *shrug* emptiness after loneliess, can I cry.. "
" Don't u bring me down today "
©mandy 07/11 2008
(this entry was supposedly to be on the date above
, so Im all fine now.)
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09月11日、木曜日
Friday, Sep 12, 2008 1:01AM / Standard Entry / Members only

09月11日、木曜日
08:30-11:56 汶語課
..home..
01:00.p.m. stageBACK
to do list:
Install internet in the gallery
print name cards
file name cards
「C.H.E.C.K」
make mask - text sheet
create a web site
plan the event of october (screening of film by Rolf Kluenter)
plan the event of november ( group show with two artist from europe )
「Under.P.R.O.G.R.E.S.S」
04:02.p.m. destination: JZ school
04:59.p.m. arrived JZ
05:05.p.m. practice allowance
05:20.p.m. Drum in Progress
..nicorette, eh. thanks for the humming, n patience.
06:30.p.m. "can our time be just more than an hr.
"
.." I dont hv lighter, Im QUIT-ing " -quoted.
「huge//massive RAIN」
.." mm, yes.. I dont dare to express my heart " -summarized.
07:20.p.m. クリス ”またね「どうして」”
07:30.p.m. above lonely rain drip
08:10.p.m. 家
08:50.p.m. Sports tym !!
.." Congratulations! Kiss kiss kiss. We r at Japanese rest. " -quoted.
11:38.p.m. 木村restorantê; みそ四郎
00:00.p.m. end of the day; tym to 寝るいく!!
「お休みなさいいgoodnite晚安sweetnaito」
" it feels like the most tired day of the week, yet the most unforgettable sudden moment "
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SMOKE, nicotine... n such.
Wednesday, Sep 10, 2008 2:04AM / Information / thoughtsアミーゴ / Members only
First of all..
Q.
" what came up onto ur mind when this kind of Topic posted "
A.
" The same old story being issued all over again, just frm. different perspective through different observation. "
I dont care if u think this is B O R I NG,
「.. n fine* I dont smoke so I might not know wat is inside ur brain」however I do care for those people around me nor I recogn yet I hope will hv. 2nd thought ..who did smoke n cant get over it; even being addicted to the point whereso addictive like there wont be tomorrow if there's no pack of cigarette around a.k.a Smoker Apocalypse
.
Q.
01. why do u smoke
02. what do u think of smoking/ people who did smoke
03. what result do u get after u smoke
04. what do think of this 'entry'
「lol, u can dismiss the last Qs」
answer n think it deeply, dont just screw around n aswer it in a *zap* !!
O.(pinion)
01. U said COOL, NUMB, FREE, LESS TENSE/STRESS.
Make u feel like a whole new person, n lets all the worry 'flew away in a count of 0 「ゼロ」sec/ secs'.
.. frankly it sounds so true yet so wrong.
it might get all your worries gone, but have it ever given u any other benefits rather than just providing u a temporary happiness. Will it ever provide u a prolong LiFE 「滞在を延ばす.」In the end it will shrink ur lung's capacity (take notes. this goes to all ATHLETE and MUSICIAN) by SMOKING it will makes you not being able to perform at its most max performance; now it may goes well but wat can u say *predict* ahead. U'll never know
EVER !!
02. 「according to me」
I think, at F1RST:
He/ She try, n feels good, feels cool.
Regardless.. ... its negative effects,
you are just tryin to RUN_AWAY frm. the world, frm. what God has opposed, assigned u for the world ur livin in.. (throw away ur belief) but the Only person who creates u will never makes u befallen onto something u, urself can't resolve, except, karma.
I dont care if u want to smoke, its ur own problem. I will mind my own business " l o l " it doesn't sounds cruel, just " hey.. why should I mind people's problem when I myself even hv lots of things to resolve. "
the purpose is that: " I care for.. .. most of the people I know that did smoke n yet' still even I respect n thankful to those who listened to my sayin to at least 'Lessen ur smoking quantity' or even 'later, slowly, quit... '; maybe Nicorette is other option.
Nicorette
Nicorette is a branded over-the-counter palliative treatment which is used to ameliorate the withdrawal effects involved in quitting smoking. It is sold by the Johnson & Johnson Consumer Healthcare division. Originally available as a patch for topical application, it was later made available as a nicotine gum (composed of nicotine polacrilex) lozenge, inhaler, and nasal spray. All these products contain nicotine as the active ingredient and work by delivering this into the bloodstream. These treatments are commonly referred to as nicotine replacement therapies.
It is encouraged that one should stop using Nicorette after 12 weeks. This product can become addictive just like smoking if abused.
s. wikipedia
03. 「As Simple As It Is」
smoking kills, but looks cool. " I belief "
04. Usefull enough to remind u guys n gals on how this issues has always been the most popular topic to be re-issued all over throughout the history.
mmm.. I sounded so hyperbole, did I ? ROFL
☆ノート「NOTE」.
SMOKING is just like SLOWLY SUICIDE
I would refer as. SILLY.SUICIDAL. " cool but deadly "
" dont u think, sacrifice a little, hold its temptation will gets u even a better health "
水曜日02:22AM
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同一個世界同一個夢想 we are family
Monday, Aug 25, 2008 12:15AM / Standard Entry / Members only
One World One Dream "sounds familiar ? "
mmm.. today is the last n final day of the olympic itself !!
it began on the 08.08.08 n ended after 16 days, 24.08.08
wat so S!GN!F!CANT on 080808 is
... known as 發發發 「發財」for each ei8ht
... the first day of olympic in china, beijing
... the day whereas the moon shine at its brightest with its full shape
wat more is that on this significant day not only china people/ people in china celebrates its opening ceremony, but people around the universe are so eager to know wat its like when China become the host for this huge event which only happen ONCE every 4yrs.
Short f.a.c.t
Dont u know that they dont allow any celebrity/ 明星 to be apart of the openeing ceremony.
Dont u know that on this day China has the most tourist population frm. all over the world.
Dont u know that lots of celebrities, not just local donates their voices for the succession of this event; namely: wangLeehom 王力宏, jackieChan 成龍, aMei, 張惠妹, andyLau 刘德华, 5566, F.I.R, jolinTsai 蔡依林, jayceeFang 房祖名, 黄晓明, Liu Huan, Sarah Brightman, stefanieSun 孫燕姿, JJlin 林俊杰,, karenMok 莫文蔚, ahDu 阿杜, vivianHsu 徐若瑄;, valenHsu 許茹芸 , fanFan 范玮琪, linZhiling 林志玲, david beckham ++
Beijing Welcomes You- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XbIZqg4v7w
" too many to list, rofl "
alas, the closing ceremony was another blast and finally they allowed n get lots of celebrities to perform !! すごいい
ほんとにすごいい、ファイルヲルクきれえ ☆
the closing ceremony is a must see one, they really wrapped it up 'again' wit the people performances making a roses out of their costume n the departure idea*
hail to zhang yimou for his arrangement. As for the opening, most of you might already have own's opinion, as for me.. I think its just so random-common chinese sitcom, lol esp. when it gets to the middle part, it gets alittle bit borin, hey however Li Ning wrap it up wit his hi-run 笑`its just too funny.. mm, lots of connection, sponsor, etc.
p.s. One last f.a.c.t
China got 51 Gold Medals in total, 51金 北京2008凹印じゃじゃ!!
You and Me- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hL5jug7dEBk
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a Tribute to John Heartfield
Thursday, Aug 21, 2008 11:54PM / Information / Members only

For many designers and illustrators, the German visual satirist John Heartfield (with scissors in hand above) is a hero. Born Helmut Herzfeld in 1891, he anglicized his name to protest German involvement in World War I and went on to invent the political photomontage. He was also co-founder of the publishing house Malik Verlag with brother Wieland Herzfeld and George Grosz. But aside from a few books, only one film, John Heartfield Fotomonteur (1977), was ever made about him and it was shown only once in the U.S. in 1982 at New York's Film Forum.
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