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Wednesday, Feb 8, 2012 3:23PM / Members only
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....first entry of 2012
Wednesday, Jan 18, 2012 3:40AM / Members only
[lost]beyond my voluntary...but i felt kinda lost.the last 365 days of 2011,if you were to ask me. i hardly have any recollection of it.been working on the same job. station at the same outlet.taking the same language course. with my same friends.basically. nothing changed much.i still loves the same things, hates the same things.what that has been slightly different should be my temperamental change.sometimes i am damn frank with my expression.sometimes i am just annoyingly nonchalant.showing that i have lost patience with customers, not ideal.keeping emotions from my close friends, not ideal.getting out with my friends. or rather my fellow colleagues.like, the dinner functions held by company.drinking more than i should.even picking up cigarettes during clubbing. well. its all bad.nope. i am not gonna be a smoker. that smell, that image.i just dislike it.but its not something i will totally not do.my new year resolution? sadly none.i do not wish to state anything that i won't be putting my heart to accomplish.staying sober. or rather i was never to the extent of being drunk.not knock out of all sense.this year. 2012.i do not believe that it might be the end of the world.not liking the thought that world might end.but it did hit me, (just few days ago) that all human walk to an end.the path. the life we lived...it might comes to an end.but i just got no idea how it is gonna end.can not picture myself growing older.being in the same job, my comfort zone. not that it might be my last job.have to come to a term with my mindset. how long am i staying stagnant?when my best friend got herself a boyfriend....it seems like the most natural thing that should happen.but there are some people around who show more concern than i did.they want to know when i am getting myself a some one.nope. fate with another person doesn't come easy.i am not going all out to make sure that it happens.just fine with not having one around.giving loads of excuses that i do not trust.my main reason, is the burden created from my own mismanagement of self.so, i continues my own path.it doesn't bother me much.there was once, me and this friend (who never had any boyfriend in her life)~we were discussin...which particular circumstances ...would we feel that,"ahh actually having a boyfriend would be great~"her answer amused me, she says she only felt that pang of regret,that she ain't got a boyfriend when she felt like going for movie.geez. me,for one enjoys going for movie alone.without having to put another person' schedule into consideration~or their preferrence. i just, buy a ticket and watch whatever i want.as for my answer? seriously i have no such moment.i don't mind going for dinner alone. its okay even if i want a more luxurious meal.staring eyes...are not affecting my mood.i don't mind going for movie alone.i don't mind going for concert alone.i don't a body and flesh to confide.hmm. but if i were to have a someone....what might be the thing i long to do with my other half?nothing in particular. i might not mind someone finishing my meal,maybe someone to queue for food or drink for me.perhaps i need a slave more than a some one.the some one might not even be a soulmate.just another person to put in consideration during decision making?nah. that doesn't suit me.------you know what i mean. right?2012. T.
received T's Transparent album....totally adore it.oh my life.lols.be good.d.18 views Share
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a recent 3D2N in HK.
Wednesday, Oct 12, 2011 2:50AM / Members only
just came back not too long from my trip with my family.this is like the first time we went overseas together....its amazing.we were so much at home,or was it just me?no kidding,for a very short 3D2N trip to HK,i believe there are not many that will be as relax as we are.should be the first time i came back empty handed.no beloved new wardrobe. no new shoes. no bags.no accessories. no cds.i feel empty. not that,nothing caught my eyes....but its just not easy to shop with parents watching over me.the best part is probably me ,finally got around seeing my friend liz.been long.hais.if i could i wish i can return there to shop...lastly.a photo update.of me in Repulse Bay.i would have preferred going all the way to the end for the photo,but no i can not.maybe,its not the end of my road yet.*chuckles*
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Saturday, Oct 1, 2011 1:41AM / Members only
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not the time of my life...
Saturday, Sep 24, 2011 1:40PM / Members only
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