was decided to stay in school for half term, even thou the fee is unbelievably expensive,
and now what?

That whoever-in-charge-of-half-term-thingy said that there are too less of us staying in school, so they decided to shut down the house during that week,
there is one word flying across my head, and that is
FUCK!

cos i got nowhere to go,
and i dont have much money for the B&B,
and some German girl invited me stay at their house for half term,
i said im sorry, cos again, i dont have that the money.
What should i do?

My bud said she need to revise for exams,
so its better if im not go there for half term,
All i need is a warm place with a bed and some food around at all,
i want to stay in school,
its like the second home to me,
for fuck sake!!!!!!!!!

Why there are so much shit happen in this school!!!!
is this school all about money, money, money?
why they have to raise the price?
why you have to make people’s life more difficult?
i aint care if u said i should delete this post to my face,

say this is can “give a bad reputation of the school”,
i dont care,
coz maybe there are more than enough bad reputation of the school that u dont know of,
but this is my alivenotdead,
this is my blog,
this is where i can express my feelings,
so buzz off!

Give me a sensible number of the half term fee, or getting more bad reputation of the school.
dont blame me if there aren’t many new girls coming next year!!

Chezza.

One problem about being a girl is that most of them are very emotional,
someone like me for example.

I admited that im a very moody person,
and I'm trying dead hard to keep everything as low as they can get,
I always keep my own thoughts to myself,
and yell it out when im alone.
I dont say it to people's face to make them depress and start think im a shit stirrer or a bitch.
thats why i kept my own thought to myself!
but sometime there are limited place to store thoughts in my brain,
so i find a place, where there is no one around and yell them out in one go.

If you are around, and heard something about you,
its great if you tell me,
and i will go off somewhere deeper to yell.
but its not fucking great if you add a little bit sugar and chili and stir thing up.
you can, but i will throw a mud pie + cow shit up into your nose.
or i will think of a better idea...

Also, i hate people who are too loud when they are chatting with friend in a short distance,
people who stir shit up and telling everyone about it,
start to hate me, ignore when i mentioned China is a shit country, even im Chinese.
those losers rich kid never know what the world like when they have their money on their hands,
spent on things they never use, and things they just wanna show off to people.
Why am i surround with people like this?

Someone save me out of here, please?

Chezza.

A update of my favourite.

Currently like:
Baby Jung Yoogeun
 
So cute!!!!

He is from a Korean TV Variety show called "Shinee Hello baby"
 
Minho always holding Yoogeun :D

 Vintage？
Gray skinny jeans~
 

High-waisted shorts
 

Jeans Jacket + Lace Tights
 

Tartan trousers
 

Miss A
 

Gregory Gorgeous‬‏ @ Youtube
http://www.youtube.com/user/GregoryGORGEOUS 
 

Top favourite!：
the GazettE
 
PLEDGE!
I can play the lastest song Pledge on the piano!!

Emo Fashion
 

Hey!Say!JUMP :D
hehehe... >我是弟弟控<
 
CL @ 2NE1
黒執事 - Undertaker

f(x) - Victoria + Amber
Victoria <3
 

Amber :D
 

Thats' all.
Chezza <3

Finally, im in Hong Kong.
Waited and waited for so long.
Chinese food is just awesome!!
 
so good to see all my family again..
but i gonna revise, a lots!

brain crash.

I have studied 5 chapters in 3 hours today,
quite proud....
lol.

If I could remember all my biology notes like I remember lyrics,
I'd be like a genius...
...

also,
i wish my mum stand/sit in front of me while im doing art or Textiles,
she keeps freaking me out standing behind me doing nothing, just watching!
 
..

diary ended.

Chezza.