The dream all started out with my primary school. In my primary school, I wasn't really very happy and I faced many problems there... The problem isn't about my homework or grade, it's just that thing weren't very well there... Every year, seemed to be longer than a century of countless sufferings... Alright, maybe I'm exaggerating a bit but to sum it up, I was really troubled there... Anyways, the dream started off with me crying, crying as I ran... I was crying and crying non-stop and I was running as well, running from nothing... or maybe running from myself... my pain... Then suddenly, I looked up and saw Nic standing ahead of me... He was standing there with his arms opened wide, waiting for me to run up to him... I ran and hugged him tightly like I would never let go... I cried and cried with him hugging me... Sadly, he didn't talk... I couldn't even hear his voice... In fact, this dream was "mute" I couldn't hear anything then... Anyways, he hugged and stroked my hair softly... Never mind that he didn't speak. His loving actions spoke louder than words... It was a beautiful and peaceful moment just feeling his warm embrace... 

At that time, Nic really seemed like an angel... An angel which was truly looking out for me in my times of need... An angel which truly existed... The feeling was very warm, comfortable and beautifully pure. If in real life I could be hugging Nic, I would be soo excited, and inevitably I would definitely blush and not move, not daring to hug him back... fearful, unsure yet over the moon! But in my dream, I did completely the opposite of what I would have done in real life... I did I would do in reel (movie) life. I hugged Nic and cried in front of Nic...

I infer that this dream is probably telling me that no matter what happens and how sad I'm Nic will be my pillar of strength. Actually, I knew that long time ago, but now, at least even my inner subconscious agrees with me! Now I can look up to Nic more and more, completely guilt free! It's nice to have a person to stand with when you are down... I might never get to "stand together" with Nic but at least I will in my dreams and heart!

Now the second dream was somehow shorter... I wouldn't say that I'm involved in the dream, I was more of a bystander in there... Anyways, I dreamt about Nic and Cecilia going shopping on the street. If I wasn't wrong, that shopping trip really happened. Sadly, I'm no physic, I dreamt of the dream after looking at their picture. Anyways, in the dream I was just a small bystander, looking on at them. Thankfully, I could get a clear side view of them, even amongst the reporters. Nic and Cecilia were shopping on a street in HK. They were in their own world, not bothering about anybody else but themselves... They were chatting and smiling away... so simple yet sweet. Maybe as a protective gesture, Nic slung his arm around Cecilia's shoulder and walked on. Nic was especially attentive to Cecilia and he always fended off the reporters for her. And when they got out of sight, the dream ended.

I had never had such a weird dream before... It's weird but touching. In my heart I could feel their happiness. It was then I realized that I didn't need to have Nic as my own. As long as he is happy, does anything else matter?

All I can say is that it was wonderful bliss to dream of Nic! Maybe next time, I would be able to dream of something bolder like Nic and I doing a stunt like the stunts in New Police Story... That would be heaven! But then again, anything related to Nic is heaven!