What do you do when you feel down?
The “down” feeling is grasping me again….
The feeling of lonely and the feeling of no one really
understand me is really torturing me. Will
I be down with a depression soon that will lead to something enormous and incurable?
Or will I go mad?
Is it that the happiness I had being used up? Or am I bottling too much within me that needs
to be released?
Irritation from love ones is unbearable now. When irritates come, I have image of myself
punching the person in the face. Self-control is practiced but I fear that one
day I will just let go of the control.
Rejection from love ones is like being pushed to a
corner. Being pushed to one corner to
face my own loneliness and entertain my own thoughts and “evil”.
Where am I? What
should I do?
Seems like “I” am not seen in all situation I faced.
My moods is dependent on people and my hates
is always bcos others.
Have I ever think
about why.
Why irritation grips me….why feels sad when rejected…..why I
feel no one understand me….
I do not know BUT one thing I am sure now is I need to rest.
I need the higher power!!
Rest in God’s arm and find comfort
because He is the only one who do not irritate and reject me. I need to re-charge and I need to seek Him.
