I love the words from Duchamp. He is a very great artist in 20th century. He said he is not an artist or painter, he is just a gentleman. This sentence influence me lot. When I introduce myself, I seldom introduciny myself as artist or painter, only marketer or lady.
In this period, most annoying me is I cannot stablized my style on painting or I use less itme ocncentrate on paintings. It is difficult to change or improve which i have expreinced my " middle age" on painting.
Someone may think I love love film since they may know me watching a lot including those directed by Traffaut and Almodovar. Yet, i just wanna work hard on my film scrīpt. I have fisnihed it. I feel I can write any without actaul expereince or emotion from now on.
I love simple life. It's fortune to be a common people whic hi have known when I was a child. I have known family put all their hope on me and I just use all my childhod to study hard. The most I want is becoming talented and outstanding. When I turn my head and turn back, I think this thinking is very childish. How you can get from becoming very famous? You may be known by a group of people, a country or be record in history. You are a common out of the group of people or country. You may be a picture or aparagraph of words on a paper only.
Than I have seen bus driver chatting with colleagues freely. They laugh and joke. I know what I wanna be.
