http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmmlW4jhtjk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmmlW4jhtjk

today early morning,turn my radio on,

wah,is such a lucky to make me hear my favorite song^^

thats is the old song but in new sing,

well,i like the new version alos,is by the local artists.is touch me,really.

hope that you guy can agree with me^^

sharing the lylics below:

不太习惯叫我自己
放开口将你挽留
不愿放开我的手让你走
爱情像人家说的话
好的花儿它不常开
冷清的街陌生的人

凋谢的花是你

夜那么黑星星那么多
你是哪一个
模模糊糊闪烁不定
是你的背影
爱情像人家说的话
美丽的梦最容易醒
失眠的夜寂寞的人
孤单的自己
 

昨天是我的恋人
今天是我的爱人
明天是离开我的人
想你想的比天还长
是谁伤了谁的心
　
昨天是我的恋人
今天是我的爱人
明天是离开我的人
爱你爱的比地更久
是谁伤了谁的情
是你是我

this is the song i sing during competition^^
Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlEvhP8yY6M

i 'll take a singing competition in my hometown,

i will not telling the people surrounding me,even my family .

the reason is i don't want to waste their time to go for support.

well,i don't need it,i prefer to take it as my enjoyable event,

and for my sound,i'm prepare to loss not because out of confident,just i haven't the basic the technique of singing,just as usual wendy tan style"i just like to show!!nothing more!"ha!that is the way in my life,i not  require giving myself such plessure,but i hope i can do everything i like^^

just doing whatever you like^^at least you'll never regret in the future^^experince it !enjoy it

during the perform,i really touch enough when younger singer singing out the old song with perfect expression and accurate tones^^they really sound great,is true.i really admire them.some of them can sing until fraying your memory.for my perform,i just singing the song i like without terminate,without the mind to gain attention of judges^^

well,as usual,i not going to worry i'll boring although i come there alone.i streght to having a sit besides a girl and talk to her spontanously.u'll see,just imagine if i was a guy???hahaha!!!!that will be a dude^^

the suprising thing,the piano teacher come again^^she finish work earlier and come to support.i not going to sad when i know i loss,because i win my teacher support.just like one of my friend tell me,i'm the best in his heart,ha! one sentences enough,don't need much.at least i have some value enough,just some,don't need much,really

]^^thanks both ^^i keep strong^^

sharing some of my stupid face^^inside toilet and also my luck number at that days,lolz~

just like trying to show the expression over tense,but more on look like "jackpot girl"haha!

��™是我��€近的感想,

标题是:未必只有亲生父母或姐妹才会疼爱你的^^

我心里有个答案,那就是我的钢琴�€�师了,

每个人都有不同答案,可是那种存在是很必要的.

你��€生��€要多少人??��€个爱人,两个朋友,三个家人?

我是真的不够了,曾近爱你,也不代表永远,某天可能会淡掉或加深.

她就不同了,她在我心里不在是�€�师那么��€单了^^

才三年的钢琴生涯,每个礼拜��€个小时半,说起来很难让人相信,

我是�€�的学生吧^^她却像我第二个妈妈,

��€短来说说她曾经对我的好,

我吸收很慢,她愿意超时��™我,

更了解我的家境,我学了��€年,就把学生交��™了我,

连中心的锁��™也印多��€副��™我,好让我可以练键盘练到迟迟^^

他曾经请我去酒店吃好"��™",还约我去音乐会,

圣诞节还亲自下厨,要我去她家吃,

甚至我��€有��€么心事,她还会为我打抱不平.

犹记得前几个月,我去了吉隆玻修读音乐,停学了��€年的钢琴,

再也没有那样热络了,直到某天她��€了我参加表演^^

那天我很兴奋,��€直拼命热切地和她聊天,她只是让我换来冷冷的回应,

还要我把中心钥��™换她.

那次的失落,让我在表演后,直接不告�€�别,反正也没有停��™的意义了,

内心真的是冷到极点~~~

后几天,她打电话��™我,才知道自己�€��€�误会了,

然后就忍不住将我在学�™�的煎熬告诉她,她只是语气心痛地希望我回来.

如今,我回来了,她根本没嫌弃过我,想��€年前的模样,�€�心地��™导我.

�™�然我是钟爱摇滚乐的人,但我却愿意为钢琴付出我的岁月,

对音乐的热情会减�€€,可是对她的爱,还再加温~~~~

��™条路越来越坚持了^^

近来我log in alive快一白次了,还是没写到什么.

终于,今天我挑起了懒骨头,是为自己的回忆做个整理^^

hmmm,没写blog的日子,不代表没心事,

也许是心事满到不知道从那里开始,在简短的说法是:懒虫上身了!!"呵呵~

所以是时候向那种每天写blog的朋友们致敬^^

这几天,我脑袋真的很空白,不开心不伤心,可是却很无助,

这种case,除了自己,谁也救不了你.

到后来,我会变成一个没有感受的活死人吗?说实在,以后我不懂,

但现在我绝对是!!!!!

昨天,才打算让那颗沉闷的心解放解放,

开着车谩无目的去兜,那种感觉反而换来痛苦,

都不知道接下来自己要直走还是转弯??

突然我脑袋空空,临时打灯直接右转,

是真的不小心要撞到一辆摩托骑士了,还是不慌不忙的"死款"哦我^^

本来要去找正工作的朋友,找不到泊车位,竟然有回家的念头,

本来要去找工的我,到了门口,又走回车里,

本来要踏电梯,却突然跑去走楼梯,

还穿了一双不合适的鞋,红肿了,也不觉得痛.

只是突然很讨厌自己,因为这种心灵虐待很辜负爱我的人^^

所以我决定,以后心情真的不好,去找个疼爱我的人聊天,

让自己被爱感染^^