actually im kind of still having mixed emotions now... my friend died last july 16 because of dengue fever..hes younger than me and although i just knew him for just 2 years,he is a jolly person..hes always teasing me..joking around...even if we are all serious during meetings.. ill miss him....it will be very different without him..but i know hes in a much better place..as a friend of his said in his funeral...he always emphazises that hes saved...i know..hes really happy now...
when i was at the chuch where his wake was held i saw that many people came there to pay their respects...and i wondered if it were me who died would there be this much people that would go to my wake....so many lives did he touch..so many hearts he cheered.....many faces he put a smile on....
first i got really shocked,sad,somewhat angry but i saw his family ,they were so at peace and accepted his early departure..so i thought i have no right to be angry or be so sad,hes a big losss,now by God's grace i will move on...and remember that he doesnt want me not to be sad and wants me to be happy,smiling,living.....see you sometime friend....

