She is a girl who always be demanding on everything. She tries hard to get everything done in a perfect way – her perfect way. With her own standard, she applies it to all the people surround her. She always dreams of being a superwoman, in all aspect. Certainly the world is not perfectly matched with her imagination. It seems that her life is full of so-called flaws. She never gets to a moment that she feels the ultimate satisfaction since actually she doesn’t know there is an ultimate line for everything. She believes in karma and thinks she should be treated in a better way. Her story, however, is just another story of another.
She was born in a family of mom and dad who were both from triads. They do not really ever act like triads but it is the heritage from last generation. Undoubtedly, she has to be one on the family tree without choice. The life of a triad family is not that hero-like as people thought, meanwhile, not that evil-like neither. She was brought up by uncles and family “friends” who you may imagine that tattoos are on both their arms and back and actually every piece of skin. She was spoiled by uncles in all aspects. Giving her alcohol at the age of 3, smoke at 7, she was no stranger to gangster language. The first arts she recognized is tattoo. She is the angel of her dad. She definitely gets on well with dad. The personalities of two are so alike. Never settle for less, impulsive, provocative. The thing that she liked and looked forward to – going out with dad to go cycling at Repulse Bay on weekends. Her dad took her out every week. She was so spoiled by her dad that she got all the attentions from him. Deep down her heart, he is a big time hero, by knowing everything in the universe from repairing appliances to making money. She really thought her dad was the one who monitors the ATM. Her mom was not that close to her compared to her sisters. Mom was always the one who criticized her. Her albums were not filled with pictures with mom but her sisters’ were. It did not sum up to a reason for her to dislike the mom; she respects her a lot though. Mom is always demanding on her. She won tons of academic awards and sportsmanship at school but it did not counted as a token for a credit. Mon was somehow jealous with her dad’s over-attention. The most heard comment from mom, “You should have done better than that.” It is the reason behind for her to improve all the time. Never settle for less. She loves her family so much, with her elder sister 6 years older than her and a little one 5 yrs younger. When she was 8, she started taking her little sister to kindergarten, before that she combed her adorable sister’s hair and dressed her in uniform everyday then took her to playground for fun. Her little sister was her mom’s all time favorite. She, yet, never envy her as she understands the adorability of her younger one is really the point. Carlo, big eyes, sweet smile, gentle voice; is a total opposite of her. How could we don’t love her. Her elder one, Locasi, is another opposite of her, timid and shy, who went to England for the bachelor degree when she was 11. She went visiting her sister in Birmingham in summers, she started to love England, especially London. She particularly likes the underground culture in England, punk and rock style, tattoo and piercing, dies hard for alternate arts.
She was good at school works and sports. She was idiotic with mathematics and all kind of science subjects. She was athletic and keen in high jump, running, particularly in swimming. Nevertheless, she is never a student good at discipline. One could recognize her name at school since she is notorious for kicking teachers’ ass. Smoking, fighting and gangs gathering, none of those would happen without her attendance. She was the no. 1 WANTED on the tutors’ clearance list.
She is a girl with excellent memory. She remembers things in details, but when she grown up, she learns to spare up some space in her mind for things that deserved. Her puppy love began at the age of 13. She can still recall the name of her date. Tall, big guy who was good looking, at least she thought so. The relation started with sweet and ended with no pain after 6 months. After that she never stopped dating for 16 years. On the love side, she was never a good one. She was a good pal but might not be a good girlfriend. She was over independent to be loved. She was always in struggle between the relation and her own self. When she was in loved, she never stops giving, in her own way. She is always sensitive and impulsive. The most memorable relation to her was about a guy who proposed her twice. A guy who treated her like a queen, meanwhile, like a bird in a cage. The 2 rings are still with her, she tried to give them back, the guy insists. This guy is never be a bad one, it is all about timing. He is the best one she has met in her life so far. She prayed and blesses him wholeheartedly. They got chances to get back but she still thinks she is not the one for him. She loves him in heart but not owns him. There is another remarkable relation in her life, a real bad one. The devotion from her to him so not rewarding at all. She was betrayed for half of the time of the relation. She tried giving up when she first smelled the clues, she confronted and convinced. She thought she should trust and support. And ended up she found herself just another victim, as she was warned by people around her for long. The experiences made this girl a stronger one, to see the real her needs in a relationship. It made her romance even smoother thereafter.
She really regards Johnny Depp as her crush, Pharelle Williams comes next and she would die for the body like linda evangelista andthe style of stella tennant and agyness deyn. She wishes she got thewisdom and achievement like Aung San Suu Kyi. She thinks Aung is agreat politician and spiritual leader.
Her life could not be fruitful without her friends. Her lifelong best mates from college, university and work. She treasures her pals like brothers and sister once she regarded them in the category. She is always willing to listen to her friends and give what she could when they need her. She is loyal and caring, yet blunt and bitchy. She is a typical Virgo who is perfectionist and idealistic. She wants to her friends to be the same somehow. It is not about right or wrong but somehow she finds herself picky and annoying. She traps herself in well and denies about feeling. She tries to define everything, analyze then justify. Her friends always be there for her, when she is down and sorrow comes. Her friends are the one who sweep up her tears and bring her laughter.
This girl never be a lazy one at work. Never be under prepared for everything. She likes challenges and she regards those as incentive and motivation. She loves to work in advertising. It is not about the glamorous side but the demanding qualities make her feel just good. She likes to be satisfied with mission impossible.
She is a fashionista. She loves to dress up with her own wardrobe. At the same time she likes to be down with basics. Contradictory yet comes in well. She absolutely thinks John Galliano and Alexander McQueen do the best job in UK while she fancies to have Martin Margiela and Victor & Rolf in her closet. She used to collect limited edition of Adidas Originals. She shifted to Stella McCartney and Jeremy Scott then Philip 3.1 & Yohji Yamamoto.
She is addicted to music, writing lyrics and vocal singing. However, she never dreams of being singer or anyone popular on stage. She hates being unreal to herself. In addition she never thinks she got a n approachable face. She enjoys grooving with music, loves dancing to it, especially house and R&B. She started ballet when she was little. A good step for learning jazz at college and RTDC. At there, she met her favorite tutor Tin. She went to Japan with RTDC crew for training, after that she went to Taiwan, China and New York for further. The most enjoyable time with dancing was always the tough age of Tag Team. She was no passion for stage performance but for the name of the crew, she is willing to devote her 200 percent as a manager and brooker and cheer leader. She loves her crew and sub crew but she ends up giving it up for good as there is someone needs it more than she does. About dancing, she loves brian footwork green the most then grimmes and jermaine come next. She was impressed by Ejoe and his kindness of letting her and her ex at that moment to stay in his flat. She broadened her horizon by attending different classes at different levels at Broadway Dance Centre and she prefers NY style to LA one. She will continue dancing by the time she settled down with her personal life.
Generally she is not easy to be in loved with person or object. However once she found she is into it, she gives more than takes. Perhaps of coincidence, she met 2 daniels in her life. One Chinese one English. Both made she feels she is pampered and spoiled. She is pleased by her toy boy. She is not a person who think highly of marriage as she is more comfortable with trust worthy relation than a paper of committment. She would have a thought of moving to England for retired life.
Talking about dreams and future, she would love to run charity for dogs. Continues working in advertising meanwhile owns her vintage shop at Portabello. Living in Notting Hill is one of her dream. The brunch at the Interlaken is something she misses alot. She would have her around-the-world journey in her life. She wants to lay on the Dubai desert to see the stars and go Normandie to see the sunset again.
Thanks for reading this entry so seriously. I seldom to tell my background and path. I chose to write in English since I was not an expert in chinese input. I prefer handwriting Chinese. As her 30th birthday is coming in 10 days, she would like to shout out loud to those who care about her. Virgine is still the one who loves you guys and her story is about to tell. She starts writing again, but will be on paper instead of keyboard. She would love to jot her memory on diary.
