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RIP MJ
Wednesday, Jul 1, 2009 11:30AM / Standard Entry
In my opinion, MJ is the undisputed king of pops, thats right, its either him or nobody. Singing since the age of five, this guy has been in the entertaining business for almost five decades, and is still going strong. On contrary, it breaks our hearts knowing the fragile state hes in when he passed away. I feel sorry for the ending, but when ever i think about his glory days, my sorrow is once again replaced with wonder and admiration. MJ, u have tried so hard in life to lift up our hearts, i salute you, now u may rest in peace, for u will definitely be resting in our hearts forever. Irreplaceable, i wont see any other as good as you in my life time, you have all my blessings mic, be a happy soul.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtmbZbzr680&feature=relatedI was in awe the other day watching this. How could i not have noticed the true feelings of our king of pop, that happened such a long time ago? He has always felt so alone, the lyrics touched the bottom of my heart, for i feel for him. Long time since i felt this way.
I think a lot, always has always will. And the people who i can sit down and talk to, for some reasons, during my course of adulthood, seem to get less and less. It can be mutual, i have figured a reason or two but thats not the point. I realise my need to connect with people, or at least, relate to.
Those who has been following this blog should notice the amount of youtube sources. It has become part of my life before i noticed. I LOVE watching stand up comedians, first bcos they cheer me up, second for their sharp observations to human nature, mostly just for laughs, but some of them really try to make a mark e.g. the late george carlin, chris rock etc. And oddly enough, from those videos, i see a different side of them. I see how lonely they are, having all their judgement and firm beliefs in life. Recently i found out quite a few of those comedians that i like are actually lonely/depressed, even more so than i m e.g. chris rock ('kill' the messenger), sacha baron cohen (his attention seeking comedy style drives him crazy), dave chappelle (considered not doing comedy at all for a while), adam sandler (next movie Funny People explains a lot and he knows he is retarded btw), matthew perry (thanks to his repeated recommendation to the game Fallout 3 now i m also addicted), ellen degeneres (hates chatting with strangers yet she is a female based chat show host, and being a famous lesbian of course), steven chow (not exactly the easy-get-along type of boss is he), and the list goes on.
You might be thinking, 'boy what a bunch of idiots!' Take mj for example, he has millions of fans all over the world, of all the people who love and support him, he overlooked, and chose the path of destruction. I would probably say the same for our beloved Leslie Cheung. But who knows? Who knows whats going on in their minds? These guys arent famous for nothing, they all have ups and downs and can write chronicles on media pressure. So the negative voice in their heads telling them to let go must be so intense, that is beyond imagine. And this point brings back to me, geesh, i dont think negative to this extent, not yet at least. I guess i just need someone to listen to my off-the-chart dialog from time to time... Oh well, may be its best i do it here:)
Its getting late, i should better hit the sack, until next time, have a good life folks.
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My favourite things #103 & #104
Tuesday, Jun 23, 2009 11:46PM / Standard Entry
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My First Friend... powerful!
Monday, Jun 22, 2009 11:55PM / Standard Entry
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Journey to shanghai tv festival 2009
Saturday, Jun 6, 2009 12:09PM / Standard Entry
Almost five months have passed since shooting the series, i cant really express my feelings seeing all the fellow actors once again. I realise i miss them a little more than anticipated, definitely more than a friend, almost like family. We spent four days together, rehearsing for the tv festival show and press conference. I also took the leisure to visit our director joe wong from the series, who was filming another at a near by filming site. Everyone had a bliss. My agent was really hospitable, we had lovely shanghaiese meals non stop; this trip is like dining over and over again, i gained a few kilo at least, thats totally over the limit. O well, time to hit the gym!
our production team had a show booth in the shanghai opera house, from left to right: mr. pig xie ning, mr. monkey fei zhen xiang, mr. monk victor, mr. sand mu feng bin
monkey, me and sand monk, fully charged since completing the series
red in the middle: han xue, cast as skeletor fiend, ambitious lady
this photo needs emphasis, these guys here are the ORIGINAL cast of journey to the west thirty years ago, they are like our heros in our hearts: from left to right, the present pig, the original pig, present monkey, original monkey, our producer, original sand, me
miss fooling around with xiao fei (monkey) and xie ning (pig)
... and something will never change lol
glad u like this photo, i was tuning the pitches, not lol
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Babies and Cats, aww....
Saturday, May 30, 2009 1:08PM / Standard Entry
It has been a while since i ponder about owning a pet, whether its gonna be a goldie, husky, persian, coral fish, even iguana. When i was kid, we have a grey-white persian kitty, purchased from a persian cat breeder, as a gift to my eldest sister's birthday, i named him Yo-Yo, as it was a trendy toy in those days. Few years later mother brought home a hazel pomeranian, his name benji, tiny and very affectionate. The dog and cat never really get along, all they do was sniffing each others butts. Another few years went by, this time dad brought home a dark green Hwamei, an asian Timaliidae. The cat sure did scare the hell out of bird just by staring at it, and apparently dad and bird had showers together and both enjoyed just as much; so that was our last family pet. Years later, when i was filming in hengdian china, my assistant pled me to get a rabbit that we should take care of it together. It was snow white so i called it 'xiao bai' meaning little white- kinda effortless i know. Before purchase i warned my assistant about rabbits' narrow life span, if anything happens i dont want to see her come home crying. Sadly only after a fortnight it happened, she got bunny a bell collar cos 'its so cute', and innocent bunny strangled itself. My assistant wept all night, since there was no suitable burial ground, i had no choice but to put it in card board and let it float down the stream, next to a construction site. That night the moon was so full, though we walked to the middle of no where, it felt like we were watched, a moment i will never forget.
Sure, my family have had our fair share of slightly unconventional 'pets', like crickets, not just one, but hundreds of them, for that was a 'hobby' of my dad, breeding crickets, and what an ugly creature. What about you folks? Anything u wanna share with us about your precious pets, feel free to do so. Before that, check out the cats and baby of my friends and relatives, they are really sweet and sure bring happiness to household, enjoy :)
this black and white persian came from a family of six siblings, he is no.2, over 4 months old, little shy and quiet, minds its own business- cuteness: 4/5*
Younger brother creamy, hyper active, out going, enjoy ppl's attention and bully his older bro; in this picture he was trying to enter my trainers head first- cuteness: super cute
friend's new born, this little fella is almost six months, cries a little, weighing close to nine pounds at birth, still learning to play with toys and not his thumb- cuteness: uber cute, i cant help but to pinch his thighs over and over!
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- Being an actor and stage performer, i have travelled to amazing places, but there is no place like home.
- Occupation: Singer , Actor , Screenwriter
- Gender: Male
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- Translators: Jry7
