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  Wednesday, Jul 1, 2009 11:30AM / Standard Entry / Members only
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  In my opinion, MJ is the undisputed king of pops, thats right, its either him or nobody. Singing since the age of five, this guy has been in the entertaining business for almost five decades, and is still going strong. On contrary, it breaks our hearts knowing the fragile state hes in when he passed away. I feel sorry for the ending, but when ever i think about his glory days, my sorrow is once again replaced with wonder and admiration. MJ, u have tried so hard in life to lift up our hearts, i salute you, now u may rest in peace, for u will definitely be resting in our hearts forever. Irreplaceable, i wont see any other as good as you in my life time, you have all my blessings mic, be a happy soul.    
  
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtmbZbzr680&feature=related

  I was in awe the other day watching this. How could i not have noticed the true feelings of our king of pop, that happened such a long time ago? He has always felt so alone, the lyrics touched the bottom of my heart, for i feel for him. Long time since i felt this way.

  I think a lot, always has always will. And the people who i can sit down and talk to, for some reasons, during my course of adulthood, seem to get less and less. It can be mutual, i have figured a reason or two but thats not the point. I realise my need to connect with people, or at least, relate to.  

  Those who has been following this blog should notice the amount of youtube sources. It has become part of my life before i noticed. I LOVE watching stand up comedians, first bcos they cheer me up, second for their sharp observations to human nature, mostly just for laughs, but some of them really try to make a mark e.g. the late george carlin, chris rock etc. And oddly enough, from those videos, i see a different side of them. I see how lonely they are, having all their judgement and firm beliefs in life. Recently i found out quite a few of those comedians that i like are actually lonely/depressed, even more so than i m e.g. chris rock ('kill' the messenger), sacha baron cohen (his attention seeking comedy style drives him crazy), dave chappelle (considered not doing comedy at all for a while), adam sandler (next movie Funny People explains a lot and he knows he is retarded btw), matthew perry (thanks to his repeated recommendation to the game Fallout 3 now i m also addicted), ellen degeneres (hates chatting with strangers yet she is a female based chat show host, and being a famous lesbian of course), steven chow (not exactly the easy-get-along type of boss is he), and the list goes on.

  You might be thinking, 'boy what a bunch of idiots!' Take mj for example, he has millions of fans all over the world, of all the people who love and support him, he overlooked, and chose the path of destruction. I would probably say the same for our beloved Leslie Cheung. But who knows? Who knows whats going on in their minds? These guys arent famous for nothing, they all have ups and downs and can write chronicles on media pressure. So the negative voice in their heads telling them to let go must be so intense, that is beyond imagine. And this point brings back to me, geesh, i dont think negative to this extent, not yet at least. I guess i just need someone to listen to my off-the-chart dialog from time to time... Oh well, may be its best i do it here:)

  Its getting late, i should better hit the sack, until next time, have a good life folks.