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2010...new year..
Saturday, Jan 2, 2010 2:12PM / Members only
huhu^^
2010 ad...haha
2day so free...nth 2 do so i post blog again lar:P
although exam is around d corner, bt i still lazy 2 touch my book...haiz~
i vry scare actually...bt still~lazy...
get some tip or maybe juz 'guide line' frm some of my lecturer..thx all my beloved teacher..
they all reali so nice, n treat us so gud...
especially ms chitra...although she is indian, n look so fierce, bt i reali can felt tat she like us so much
i still remember she said' gud m1, best m1'
hahaXD
i strongly feel tat she like us rather den m2...
cuz she shoot them until they beh tahan when presentation, bt v having our presentation, she never shoot us bt help us..haha
she ask us question n answer herself when we unable to answer n look foolish,juz stand thr n keep looking at her..
haha~
the main point is..she giving a quite high mark to all of us...
hehe~
reali thx^^n she ask us wear nicer on tuesday, cuz she wan talk photo wif us..hiak hiak
d bad news here is..she won teach us anymore at d future..TT
nvm lar...v may meet other gud lecturer at d future rite?hehe
i hope lar..
den...erm~~~
nth 2 say leh..haha~
k lor..stop here..
bye~
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没了............
Saturday, Dec 12, 2009 1:16PM / Members only
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Sunday, Nov 29, 2009 5:18PM / Members only
huuu...long time din post blog at here ad,cuz i m quite busy recently.
bz for wat? i m bz for my assignment as well as my mid term.
Last week, i had 2 mid term exam n i m quite worry abt it cuz i had no time to do revision.
Monday, i drive to skul den fetch my frenz to another fren's house cuz v hav 2 film advertisement.
Yaya,V HAV 2 FILM it ! Gosh~wat a exciting mood.I hav a subject so call ADVERTISING in tis sem, so v hav 2 do d ads. hahaXD
Unfortunately, i m d protagonist of our ads.
tell u all guys, b the protagonist is not a easy job..nw oni i found tat...very very tired..
i m bz for change my cloth, bz for my hair n make up..oh my god
hav 2 walk here walk thr for the filming oso...huuu
bt i m enjoy it at the same time lar...hav a great time wif my classmates n they all so nice n funny.
den after film our ads, bek home...after having my dinner, no time to rest==''''
cuz next day i had my advertising's mid term..arrhhhh
i burn d midnight oil until 12am den i beh tahan ad, go n SLEEP
i like sleeping
tuesday, the mid term is ok for me lar,cuz v all tong shui wan..haha~thx babe cat's answer..hehe
den my bz time havent stop yet
my class frm 8am until 7pm...hw many hour thr u noe?cn u imagine hw tired i m?
haiz...DMS sem2 almost kill me...bz like hell
ohya~until 7pm is bcuz of i m having replacement class for friday...
tis sem hav 5 public holiday on friday,so v hav 2 replace it if not cant finish...v hav no choice
frm the begining of tis sem, v M1 r keep replace replace n ...replace~
tis is the 'present' for us to enjoy the 5 public holiday==
again..v hav no choice
fortunately, i nonid take bus on tuesday lar...my daddy cms n fetch me..wahaha
den wednesday...after having class until 10 am cn bek home ad..haha~cuz 1 class cancel ad..bt..hav 2 replace AGAIN
ok...i arrived home around 12++am lar,after eat n read newspaper all such thing, i study for my music mid term.haiz...i really dunno music at all
although all objective wan, bt i m still very worry abt it...study study study...
Next day, thursday
i ponteng..haha
skip my leng lui lecturer's class..haha~i went to my babe gang-ah ne house for study my music again..
den hor actually v all plan to 'help' each other during the mid term d, bt hor...d lecturer vry strict,she keep observe our face's expression,so i hav no opportunity to get help frm my frenz..finally, i done it by myself.
haha~i think cn pass gua...maybe 20 out of 40 lor...bt is consider pass ad rite?no matter 20 or 39..rite?hahaXD
hope tat i really can pass lar,i dun wan make gud ar..pls..god bless me..namo namo namo
Finally, all my mid term was over..hope i cn pass all the subjects..oni tis 3..pls^^
n next is the deadline for my assign.
hav 2 add oil again..after get the praise frm my aiya lao gong-kk, i m on the heaven ad...haha~
wat he said is juz like ms cheng'i really can c u put a lot effort on it n i much apprieciate it'..haha
he said like tat wor,i really very happy lor..cn i?haha~thx kk
nw is left film n society's assign. havent finish even touch..i haven touch yet..
i think is the time 2 discuss wif my babe gang ad..v r in the same group again..haha
erm..tats all lar..tis post quite long n many wrong grammer n spelling i think..
nvm, i wll try 2 improve it...until i m vry expert..haha
hope tat day is coming..
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抱歉
Tuesday, Sep 29, 2009 3:37PM / Members only
真的很抱歉，我不知道你又再为那些事不开心，我还在想你们会不会忘了我……
真的很对不起……我不该那样想你们的……
你知道的，我通常不开心是因为什么……但这次，因为我害怕你们也会那样对我，所以我怀疑你们了……抱歉。
因为我害怕被遗忘，我害怕不在乎的感觉，所以……我急着证明我的存在，我想要证明我是存在的……我不想当我的生命走到尽头时，才发现我没有真正存在过，没有存在别人的心里过。还记得《换换爱》吗？之前电视在播，我又重看了……还记得霍达知道自己就快要死的时候，他故意做些令人讨厌的东西，只是想要他在乎的人记得他，原来我也有一样的想法……或许被戏影响，但……我真的酱想。
我不知道……不知道当我在怀疑的时候，你或许正伤心的为他留着泪，戴上面具的让她们开心……
我真的很坏，我竟然这样想你们……对不起对不起对不起……我答应你们，我不会再那样想了……
我 能够了解你戴上面具，伪装成很开心的样子，是为了让她们不那么难过；但是，面对我们，你可以不必伪装……我知道你不想要我们难过，担心，但是……我们更不 想见到你为了别人在委曲自己，装的很开心的样子。不要这样！至少在我们面前不要……我宁愿看着你在我面前流泪，也不想看着你违背自己的心情，做着让自己更 痛苦的事，这样我们会更心痛……
还记得之前爷爷的事，我很不开心……等到拜三那天，我跟阿3说，‘我有很多话要跟dear还有darling说’。阿3还说我偏心，只跟你们说……然后我回她说‘你知道我跟她们认识多久了吗？还有我不想影响你们的心情嘛~’。结果我被阿3训了一顿……她说她可以接受我说的第一个理由，但第二个不行！
她说‘朋友就是要互相分享，安慰……不能说因为不想要其他人也不开心，所以什么都不说，那只是证明你不把我们当朋友而已’……她让我上了一堂课，这句话，我会一直记住……你也要记住……
你知道吗？当我昨天看到你的留言，我很开心，因为我知道你没有忘记我了……但昨天晚上，我知道你是因为那件事在难过，我会开始责怪自己……身为朋友，我为什么不知道你在难过，你在伤心，反而在想些有的没的，我会觉得是我的错……
昨晚你还没回我信息时，我在看回你们去年送我的礼物……那瓶msg bottle……
被暂忘的回忆，全都回来了……原来，我们真的经历过那么多……你的瓶子真的很有意义，因为写的是从我们认识到现在……其中26号最叫我感动，但我不会告诉你写的是什么的……哈哈:P
想起以前，有什么不开心，我会跟你们说，然后在学校一起哭，很白痴，但也难得……现在没那个机会了。
瓶中信……
知道现在的你，或许心情还是不好，即使你口里是说着你没事，你会好的……你总是这样，装出一副很坚强的模样，但其实你并不是那样的……外表越不在乎，其实你的内心就越在乎……爱的反面是恨，所以你表现得越恨他，其实也同样的代表着你有多爱他……我知道的……
生命中有很多事，是你我都没有办法改变的，只有他本人醒悟，他本人愿意去改的时候，结局才会不一样……不要再想了，不要再把自己捆在那个只有烦恼的房子里了，好吗？
记住……
当你想说的时候，我的耳朵一定为你发挥功效；
当你累了，我会劝你好好休息，如果你不听我的，我可能会把你打晕；
当你悲伤时，我愿意当小丑逗你开心；
当你难过时，我会尽力去安慰你；
当你想哭时，我不会叫你不要哭，我会借我所有的tisu给你，必要时，我的肩膀也可以借你；
当你害怕时，我会借我的手给你捏，给你抓，但千万不要咬我，我怕痛:P；
当你无助时，我或许不能提供一个最好的方法给你，因为我比你笨，我想到的你一定也想到，但我会尽力去帮你；
当你跌到时，如果你想要自己爬起来，我会在你背后支持你，如果你想要人扶你的时候，我会很乐意扶你一把；
当你觉得没力气再继续时，转过身，我就在你身后，给你支持跟力量；
当你想发泄的时，我可以借我自己给你，但……拜托不要打我脸；
当你想静一静时，我绝对不会烦你；
当我没有办法帮你任何忙时，我可以陪你一起哭，但请不要拍我的丑照post上网，因为那会影响我的形象，哈哈XD;
当我发现你在我们面前戴面具时，我会毫不犹豫的揭发你，你可不要怪我喔……
*不要总觉得不想麻烦朋友，因为……能在朋友需要帮助的时候，给于适当的帮助，是作为朋友的一份光荣；不要觉得什么事你都可以自己扛，不想依靠别人，因为……依靠别人并不丢脸，尤其当别人也愿意让你依靠的时候……*
鬼鬼……加油！加油！加油！
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