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  • It's Really A Beautiful Dream

    Saturday, Sep 6, 2008 8:13PM / Members only

        下午,母亲陪侄女坐在床上玩“绳子魔术”,我坐在一边“梦游”着。许是自己认真的样子引发了小公主对我手上这本书的兴趣。她凑上前来,仔细端详起面对着她的书面来。“娘娘,这个人在做什么?这地方是真的吗?”她指着V周围的梦境,眨着明亮的眼睛问我。我笑了,合上了书,仔细指着封面上的景物,解说给她听,“这是他做的梦,梦里有美国的自由女神像,有动物们,斑马、大象、犀牛、长颈鹿......还有十字架......”说着,居然发现,小公主看着封面出了神,低着头安静地看了好久。忽然自言自语地冒出一句,“这真是一个很美丽的梦。”

       “这真是一个很美丽的梦”,小公主的话像电流似的击中我。的确,这'梦境'真的妙不可言,回顾着他的三十年,回忆起我从“遥远的情人”到“梦游者”的七年,既让我思绪万千,更感觉无从下笔。也许,就像小公主说的“这真是一个很美丽的梦。”

       This afternoon, while Mum was accompanying niece to play " Rope Magic" on bed, I was randoming in " Daydreamer". Maybe my careful expression attracted the little princess to focus on the book in my hands. She moved up and watched the cover facing towards her. " Auntie, what is he doing? Is that place true?" She pointed at the dreaming images around V and asked me the question with twinkling eyes. I smiled and closed the book to explain the picture to her carefully, " It's his dream, here is the Libery Status, here are animals, it's zebra, elephant, rhinoceros, giraffe......and the cross..." While my talking, I found my little princess even indulging in the picture. She looked down at the cover quietly for a long time and suddenly said to herself, " It's really a beautiful dream." 

        " It's really a beautiful dream", the words from my princess hit me like the sudden electricity wave. Honestly, the "dream" is abusolutely fantastic. Recalling his 30 years and my 7 years from " The Remote Lover " to the " Daydreamer", my mood flies around up and down, but it's hard to describe with words. Maybe, just like what my princess said---" It's really a beautiful dream."

  • Getting "Daydreamer" Today

    Monday, Sep 1, 2008 9:55PM / Members only

                 

           Got the copy of "Daydreamer" today la! Couldn't help waiting to read.  U really produced it with heart, I think. And of course we should read you with heart comparably.

           Do not disturb , I'm reading...kaka

  • Facing the Coming Life

    Sunday, Aug 31, 2008 9:52PM / Members only

             

               It's the last day for the summer holiday and it's coincidence that tomorrow 'll be Joyce's birthday, so we F4 dated at the Hot-pot shop "Hai Di Lao" to celebrate. The ceremony was so simple that it was just with a bunch of roses and a dinner. However, we talked a lot , not just involving the boring single affairs but more about our coming future. Suddenly I found that I'm the most aimless one of them who is always satisfied with the recent situation and seldom think of the future. 

            " Is that really good for your coming life?" Facing the question, I have no idea. In fact, I admit I will get nothing solid if I keep the unrealistic, lazy and careless attitude to my career and life longer.  I should have some time to adjust myself, although I still don't know what I should do next on earth. Maybe it's a little late for a 31-year-old adult to start looking for her right direction, but it seems that I have to unless I want to hold nothing in hand through my life.

           I'm still wondering...but thanks, my dear friends, thanks for your kind advices.

    God Bless

  • 我们在爱什么?What are we loving?

    Sunday, Aug 24, 2008 7:19PM / Members only

     

         很久没有认真更新博客了,实是因为这阵子总被困盹在迷惑的情绪里。而事实上又有很多想法,也有不少事可做。天天看精彩的奥运赛事,看得大呼小叫,手舞足蹈,貌似情绪激昂;夜夜观代表美国幽默的“老友记”,好像真能闻到中央公园咖啡馆里飘出的咖啡与松饼的香;几夜MSN上难得有机会和深刻的猫儿长聊谈心,直谈到黯然神伤亦或心怡神爽;开学交“暑假作业”的日子临近,我这懒人也终于被赶着开始慢吞吞正经文的写作.......只是,只是随性地穿梭进行着这些事,总没有什么目标的样子,慵慵散散的,连上VI和AND看小样兴味都是懒懒的。好笑,真的达到了这种向往了一年多的“懒人”生活境界后,自已居然又不满意了--到底自己是爱着什么样的生活?爱着什么?

         关键的无聊间,“及时雨”还是老友LINDA。前天晚,她老远从苏州回来,又安排一起去看话剧“Closer”,正好中断了我“宅女忧郁症”的恶化。虽说,看完整场剧,感觉相当平淡,印象只是停留在不停忙碌晃动的城市的黑白背景里。而四位男女主人公间演绎的一系列交错诱惑、背叛的爱恨情仇,除了无聊,并没有给我仍然困盹的大脑里留下什么深刻的印象。也许是因为由土生土长的中国人调制这么西方思维化的剧目,真的烹不出那种原汁的味道来;也许是因为我这个不经实事,思维简单的“小白”根本不能体验这么复杂的“爱”吧。全剧终了,唯有那张巨幅照片上Alice忧伤眼神和她爱上Den的原因引起了我的兴趣。才至在回家的路上,会照常持续地发呆可以去想些什么。奇怪,Alice遍体麟伤地只为爱一个“给自己的面包切了边”的男人。为什么?恩,归结为当中的一句台词,“我们都只是在爱想像中的人”。Alice爱上的不过是对一个会“给自己的三明治切边”的男人的想像,想像他或许就是可以给自己温存体帖,甚至是父爱式保护的可以依赖的“老东西”。但事实,命运和她的想像开了个玩笑--那天不过刚巧他的面包边被弄断了。“老东西”只是个无可救药的“浪漫主义者”和自私不负责任的“欲求不满者”。“难怪会有‘因为太熟了,所以没可能’的恋情,就是因为失去了彼此想像的空间,对不对?”我问一同坐在计程车里的LIN。Lin好像是默认了其中的道理。“那爱不是太可悲了?”我差点想大声说出来,只是怕半夜三更地让前排的司机大叔误会我脑子不正常,只好继续有些默默不悦地回家。

         谢完送我回家的LIN当晚精心的安排,回到家,老爸老妈还都守在电视机前,等着我回来。刚巧赶上,奥运会中俄女子篮球3、4名决赛开始没多时.老爸,一见我,立时招呼我快来身边的沙发上坐下,一起看。于是,扔下手里的包,郁闷也瞬间被我抛闪到脑后。我和老爸“加油!”,“哎哟!臭球!”,“好样的”,“再进一个!”之类的狂吼声......还有“嘣嘣帕帕”地狂敲茶几和鼓掌声音,此起彼伏,吵得很睏的老妈关上卧室的门,都无法入睡。最后,纵然是输了一大截的分,我还是“叭叭叭”地把响亮的掌声送给电视机里,不到比赛最后一秒也决不放弃,百分百认真拼命打球的中国女篮们,外送“好样的,你们很棒,我爱你们!”的大呼和飞吻一个。老爸看着我在笑,老妈无奈地摇头“你可真是博爱。”只是她转而突然哼起了奥运主题歌,“我和你,......”“老爸快接着唱!”我恶作剧的念头又闪现灵光,让老爸愣得一下接不上。无奈我学着他的男声,无比深情地对着老妈唱道“心连心,同住一家门......”“哈哈哈”老爸又笑了出来,老妈“怒嗔”着骂我“小疯子”。“哼,是疯子你不一样爱?”嘴上从来不让人的我,进行了有力地回击。

         嘻嘻,这就是爱,分不清远近,分不清成份。真的不用把它分析地太透彻,因为那于事无补,你也无法不爱。只有去相信爱,坚持爱,珍惜爱,你的生活才会变得美丽,其它真的别想太多。

  • one day ...a year

    Saturday, Aug 16, 2008 11:18PM / Members only

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  • posted on Saturday, Aug 30, 2008 3:03AM  [Report]
    hehe...then u need to ask V lo...

  • posted on Wednesday, Aug 13, 2008 10:30PM  [Report]
    My Daydream Come True... LOL

    I'll always remember you!!!
  • Official artist
    posted on Monday, Aug 11, 2008 1:16AM  [Report]
    With an automatic floating camera ;)

  • posted on Tuesday, Aug 5, 2008 3:31AM  [Report]
    are you still getting lots of emails?

  • posted on Sunday, Jul 6, 2008 12:58AM  [Report]
    thanks for comming and adding me to your friends!
  • Official artist
    posted on Sunday, Jun 29, 2008 3:28AM  [Report]
    Hey thanks Vanya!

  • posted on Saturday, Jun 21, 2008 11:03AM  [Report]
    its early 2 days....
    anyway...thankxx....!!!
    : D

  • posted on Wednesday, Jun 18, 2008 4:21AM  [Report]
    not yet;-P should do at once:D thanks~

  • posted on Saturday, Jun 14, 2008 8:02PM  [Report]
    thanks for your caring. its OK in Tokyo. i have some friends in miyagi, but could not connect the phone line so far. maybe sendai(miyagi pref) seems to be safe. the earthquake offten happens both china and japan. take care of us.

  • posted on Friday, Jun 13, 2008 12:07AM  [Report]
    thanks. i read your profile and know you are Gemini. i hear Gimini, Libra, Aquarius have similar character, right? haha
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