So much happened since the past 6 months... I've made so many wrong choices in life. First of all... I sincerely want to say SORRY to BaBu, I've been such a piece of shit, horrible selfish useless bitch. Yet you still treat me so good. Thanks soooo much for being here with me though all the really horrible bad times I had the last few weeks. Sorry I lied sooo many times to you. I promise you, I will treat myself good and not do stupid things again. You always have a very special place my heart.. FRIENDS FOREVER..

Well...  Nov. 6... That should be where the story should start... actually, before that for the past week I've been talking on the phone with R*Y... He was just no body then, just someone one the phone... yet he cared so much for me, even though he was in the hospital through my worst time of my life, it was him that kept me going. I don't know why I had that feeling... I wanted to see him out of the hospital, I want to meet him... He was like a gardian angel sent from above, just someone on the phone giving me love and protection....

Then we finally met on Nov. 6... Seriously, it was weird... we weren't as close as we were on the phone.. I didn't know how to act when I was with him. the feeling was funny... That night he told me he really liked me alot and I was shocked.. SO FAST???  well... I had to admit I had the same feeling~~~ weLL... daYs wenT by...  FRIDAY Night he picked me up from concert in Kowloon Bay, then we went to hiS place for a while to chiLL and had a few drinks... It was warm and cozy and I felt I was deeply in love... All this was like just a dreaM, All was happening TOO fast.

Until Today, I really think it was just a DREAM.... he totally disappeared for the past few days... gone~~~ fiRst was "I'm working, call you later".... then waS "Still working, call you later".... then, no one picked up the phone for 2 days~!!!!  the night before, I got a SMS from him, he told me he was in the hospital.... haiZ~~ RELAX... I felt the rock in my heart just melted away and I was sooo relief~~ I waS the happy little MiaO miaO again~~ WeLL gueSS whaT~?~?~?  I saw hiS FRIENDSTER today, it said he was online within the last 24 hours~!!! Instantly, mY hearT shaTTered into a miLLion pieces...

~~~ I'm lost... I'm crying... It hurts.... why.. why... why.........

wAhh suPer tiRed tOdaY.. woKe uP eaRlY tO dO mY poRtfoLiO thiS morNing... theN wenT tO MOS BurGer tO eaT~~ yeH~!~! MOS buRgeR iS finaLLy in HK~ afTer thaT.. goT sTuFF fRom thE maRkeT tO maKe sOuP~~~ sinCe baBu wAs sO sWeet.. i goTTa bE swEEt tO hiM tO mah~

yesteRday baBu camE oVer anD woKe mE up~~~ gRRRRrrr... i waS havinG a niCe dreaM~~~ suPer anGry loR... haven'T haD a gOOd nighT oF sLeeP foR sO lonG....
weLL... wasn'T anGry foR lonG~~~ hehe~~~ thEre dOOr beLL ranG... wAaAa~~ suPriSe... goT a bunCh oF roSes delieVered tO mY dOOr~!! thEn i LooK aT bAbu~~~ aWWWww... heS smiLing~ haha~~~ sO sWeeT oF yoU baBy.... thiS iS thE thiRd bunCh oF floWers hE goT mE sinCe wE wenT out... fiRst tiMe waS wheN i fiRst caMe baCk tO hK... hE goT mE 99 roSes buT theN i wAs liVinG aT aunTieS houSe.. sO nO whEre tO puT it.. saiD gOOd byE tO iT afTer 3 dayZ.... soBz~~~ thEn seConD tiMe waS a coLoRfuL bunCh~!! miaO.. thaT wAs tOO leFt aT hiS houSe~~~ finaLLy thiS onE i geT tO KeeP iN mY rOOm~!! hehe~~~ anD gueSS whaT~!! babu knoWs i loVe choColaTe~~~

wAhh suPer tiRed tOdaY.. woKe uP eaRlY tO dO mY poRtfoLiO thiS morNing... theN wenT tO MOS BurGer tO eaT~~  yeH~!~! MOS buRgeR iS finaLLy in HK~ afTer thaT.. goT sTuFF fRom thE maRkeT tO maKe sOuP~~~ sinCe baBu wAs sO sWeet.. i goTTa bE swEEt tO hiM tO mah~

yesteRday baBu camE oVer anD woKe mE up~~~ gRRRRrrr... i waS havinG a niCe dreaM~~~ suPer anGry loR... haven'T haD a gOOd nighT oF sLeeP foR sO lonG....
weLL... wasn'T anGry foR lonG~~~ hehe~~~ thEre dOOr beLL ranG... wAaAa~~ suPriSe... goT a bunCh oF roSes delieVered tO mY dOOr~!!  thEn i LooK aT bAbu~~~ aWWWww... heS smiLing~  haha~~~ sO sWeeT oF yoU baBy.... thiS iS thE thiRd bunCh oF floWers hE goT mE sinCe wE wenT out... fiRst tiMe waS wheN i fiRst caMe baCk tO hK... hE goT mE 99 roSes buT theN i wAs liVinG aT aunTieS houSe.. sO nO whEre tO puT it.. saiD gOOd byE tO iT afTer 3 dayZ.... soBz~~~ thEn seConD tiMe waS a coLoRfuL bunCh~!! miaO.. thaT wAs tOO leFt aT hiS houSe~~~ finaLLy thiS onE i geT tO KeeP iN mY rOOm~!! hehe~~~ anD gueSS whaT~!! babu knoWs i loVe choColaTe~~~

 

wellZ.... watS new~~~ nothinG~~~!!!

caughT a Flu.... friDay wenT shoPPinG wiTh baBu... goT a paiR oF jeaNs wiTh niCe SaKura doWn onE sidE~~~ Oh waiT... wenT shOppinG oN weDnesDay tOO~~~ goT a coRseT aT cLosEr foR $1240~~~ eeeKz.... no moRe shoPPinG thiS monTh~ eveN thOu iTs OnLy twO daYs LefT~~~~

theN FriDay niGht wenT tO haPPy VaLLey anD dranK wiTh miCheaL lAi~~~ afTer thAt... wenT tO LaN kwAi foNg tO mEEt BaBu... KaBuKi~ niCe cLuB buT weirD peOpLe~~haha

theN yeSterdaY waS suPosE tO mEEt jaCkiE~~ buT i guEss i wOke uP tOO eaRlY.. sO bY 10pm i WaS aLreadY deAd~~~~

oH yA... chEcK ouT mY neW phOnE~!!!!

finaLLy goT theSe piCs uP frOm XmaS~~~ wOOpz