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I hate pessimism !
Friday, Jan 30, 2009 5:26PM / Standard Entry
SO, obviously I'm someone optimistic. I believe all things come to a good end, even death itself.. at least for me. So, I truly hate pessimism!!
Have you ever had someone in your life so pessimistic about somethings or another? About life, about themselves, about work & dailys? They kept grumbling & complaining how hard life is, how boring their days are etc etc.. But did you ever see their effort in making themselves happy, in living life to the fullest? I don't think so... All they actually do is keep those pessimistic thoughts in their mind, grumble when they can and sleep through it. What the heck?
If you think life is boring, then entertain urself! If you think work is dull, then change one that matches your interest. Oh, don't say you can't find it! You just dunno urself better, that's all. If you think life is difficult, well, as the old saying goes.. Look at those people living in third world countries. Look at their lives there, do you actually have the conscience to complain any longer how hard everything seems to be? If you don't have the drive to keep yourself going, then I'm sorry.. You have to live it the way you claim it to be. Cuz pessimism doesn't help at all! It slows down ur life and eventually you can flush yourself down the bowl...
How many decades can a person actually live? Do you want to waste it just like that? If you've live ur life to the fullest, being happy every single minute throughout, even at the point of death you'll still be smiling with no regrets. Believe it or not~ the only one who can control all these and the only one who can make you happy is you yourself. Take it or leave it than!
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Twilight~Ok, again....!
Saturday, Jan 24, 2009 10:14PM / Standard Entry
Fine, tis shall be the last piece of Twilight craze postings.. Cuz I actually completed the whole series. Actually, finished reading it awhile ago.. it's just that I go over & over again~~ first 2 read in Traditional Chinese, thus I read it over again in the English version. Surprisingly, or maybe not, I couldn't stop again & now here I am reading the 3rd one for the 2nd time.. Although I skipped the whole Jacob part.. OopS~~ it's just my personal Cullen preference, no offence! Ha!Anyway, to round off.. it's GREAT!! Really!! All those Volturis fights, emotional scenes, humorous conversations & lovey-dovey them.. it's amazing how a series of stories could have everything in place, not draggy nor was it too short to end with. Love it~! N to e point where my friends & sis are so irritated with my vampirey talks.. Haha... I promise I'll stop okie! When I get over the craze. Nevertheless, I'm not sure when will it end though. Since the 1st movie released nt long ago, 2nd one coming up Nov 2009. Maybe my chats & nonsense will end after the last ep... Which, I think... most probably... in another 2 yrs.... Hahaha...
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Go away!!!
Thursday, Jan 22, 2009 4:20PM / Standard Entry
SERIOUSLY, why do all problems always start with immaturity? Is it really so difficult to be more grown up, think while you act & not letting temper cloud your mind? It's so damn ridiculous why I have to clear up all the shits when it wasn't even mine in the first place, let alone it ended up all on me. What is the problem there? Why does it have to be so blindfolded to not see things clearly and to understand the perspectives in every point of view? Is it so damn difficult??? All those stuffs I have to deal with is already more than enough & I have to take control now & not let temper cloud my head too? Why can't I just ferociously scream & ask every stupid blinded immature adults to get the hell out of my life? Do I really have to swallow all this & let it out soooo quietly you'll think it doesn't even exist? In e end, I will be the crazy one!! The one ending up in some psychology treatment centres trying to clear my brain stuffed with all these nonsensical emotions. Ok, this is so pathetic that I actually have to face the PC and complain to some object virtually. So, fine! I'll just do my screaming here: BUTT THE HELL OUT!!!!
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Self-centered Brainless
Saturday, Jan 17, 2009 3:44AM / Standard Entry
Some ppl living two full decades, almost counting to three soon are just soooo born brainless. Couldn't really understand how she managed to live her life with vengeance and untrues. Yes, she's just so blinded and self-centered she can't even see herself being so naive and childish. In her words, in her actions, written all over her. I've never met anyone like her in my whole life and only one word~amazed! Cuz ppl actually mature over yrs of living & experiencing, but it seems like~ she's still a child at heart... OMG~~ tt's how good I could put it... and if I were so damn bad, I would say she's just a self-centered, blinded bimbo~ tt's not even tt bad if I were to say it. Anyway, sometimes hoping she would go to hell and just burn in it... but tt's quite an evil thought huh~~ If she managed to live almost 3 decades and still thinks the whole world owes her something but did not even bother to reflect on herself, what can I say? Look at the title~ maybe it's all we can describe. Poor guys crossing her path & in e end they got stabbed in the back~ Her world is so small she can only see herself. If there's really a magic mirror and she'd look into it, betcha she saw someone with pointed hat, all in black & riding in a broom with hair and face so hideous to look at. HIDEOUS!! SELF-CENTERED!! BRAINLESS!! BIATCH!!! Just take ur lappie with ur soooo untrue judgements from your childish postings & burn!! Grow up & get a life!
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Twilight Saga ~ TBC ...
Tuesday, Jan 13, 2009 5:13PM / Standard Entry
I was crazy enough to finish over 800 pages of 2 series within 4 days~ and now continuing the 3rd one, Eclipse on PDF format. Due to my unsuccessful search for the 3rd & 4th series in major bookstores and the impatience to wait for the chinese translated one to be out in Feb, I couldn't help but resort to reading in front of a PC. Save the trees, green.... one good point~ but can't help feeling uncomfortable stuck on a chair and facing the monitor e whole day...
Anyway, the 2nd series, New Moon, got me crying & feeling tired. Ever since Edward Cullen left Bella unwillingly~ he's been missing like for god knows how long and e entire mid part of e book he did not show up too.. one thing I hate actually~~ to realised tt only 1/3 of the book covered him~~ and another is following Bella's emotional, or I should say non-emotional life, if you know what I mean~ Cliff diving, resorting to those dangerous activities just to hear Edward's voice in her head and ... couldn't bring myself to continue~ following e heartache Bella is one thing I can't control... even on transports I can feel my eyes wet~
Hopefully Eclipse & Breaking Dawn could feature both of them in a more balance format. Not tt I hate Jacob, but just can't stand e thot of J & B 2gather.. it's too... out of e vision~
