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  • life without parents

    Sunday, Dec 18, 2011 8:46AM / Standard Entry / Members only

      My life without my parents

    It has been so hard without them they were all i had. mum died 6 years ago from lung cancer .when she died it was like my whole world had crashed arond my feet she was my rock .As the years went by it got aliitle easyer but the hurt was still there.But my dad told me that my mum would of want me to keep going .

    so my dad be came my rock always there to help me get me through the hard times. Then my dad had problems of his own people taking avantage of him getting stressed so he turned to smoking .

    He used to smoke when i was young he had heart attack and got though that . He gave up for 20 years because the surgens said that if he didnt he would of died a lot earliyer in his life.

    So when my dad started to smoke again after some1 started to bully my dad and take advantage of him i tyred to stop him but didnt work  so in feb 10 2011 i lost my dad to amajor heart attack through smoking and strees . i cant get over that they have gone my whole life is come to an end   and dont know what to do or where to go .

    So  i cant go on to have a good christmas without my parents

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  • adrianpriest
    Official artist 
    posted on Saturday, Dec 31, 2011 5:53PM [Report]
    You know that they will have wanted you to be happy.. What would they be thinking if they knew you were this unhappy man. chin Up.
  • phinnie
    posted on Monday, Dec 19, 2011 2:20PM [Report]
    dear ray iam sorry for your lost,but you know your parents wouldnt be happy seing you like now.they wanna you be happy and keep going your life with all love they ever give you untill the end.now seeing world different side.be strong like tiger.
  • adamrichards
    Official artist 
    posted on Monday, Dec 19, 2011 2:04AM [Report]
    it was so nice to read what you put about your mum and dad as i lost my dad in march then in April lost my uncle then a good stunt friend then Nov my cousin so i real hope it get better for all of us who has lost someone this year and in the past
  • meiwechner
    posted on Sunday, Dec 18, 2011 8:04PM [Report]
    Tiger, I just drew a picture of Christopher Hitchens,
    rain falling, like tears from a star,
    the rain provides nutrition to his body, and a wisdom tree grows from his head !!  
    a fruit failling down from the wisdom tree falls onto my head and enlightens me of what life is all about.
    pls have a look on my photo album, i will upload my draft soon.
    and i wish you understand what i mean!!
    i lost my papa on 2006, and i understand what you feeling now!!  
    and i also want to have a wisdom tree grows from my head after I die, then a fruit drop into my next generation's head..  
    hit him/her and "bing!!! bing!!! bing!!!" enlightens him/her......

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