It has been so hard without them they were all i had. mum died 6 years ago from lung cancer .when she died it was like my whole world had crashed arond my feet she was my rock .As the years went by it got aliitle easyer but the hurt was still there.But my dad told me that my mum would of want me to keep going .
so my dad be came my rock always there to help me get me through the hard times. Then my dad had problems of his own people taking avantage of him getting stressed so he turned to smoking .
He used to smoke when i was young he had heart attack and got though that . He gave up for 20 years because the surgens said that if he didnt he would of died a lot earliyer in his life.
So when my dad started to smoke again after some1 started to bully my dad and take advantage of him i tyred to stop him but didnt work so in feb 10 2011 i lost my dad to amajor heart attack through smoking and strees . i cant get over that they have gone my whole life is come to an end and dont know what to do or where to go .
So i cant go on to have a good christmas without my parents