two times nothing makes nothing

                nothing much all the time, makes every day life with all its wonders

AWAKENING

If I undergo the pain of awakening

and reach the light

that brings back colours

and shape

May it be

that I will also find

the love

that makes everything to the right proportion…

Ｈｏｗ　does it feel? To say bye to every moment

if I know

that there will be another one

as last as the previous one

and it's a terror

which should not be showed

in such a sunny day

 
                I visited you yesterday, Long time no see
                   You look so different, dark hair and crutches
                we are sitting here, two people who has only short interrupted history
                         and no future together
                  Talking for two hours and you don't even ask, if I want a tea
                               First five seconds of silence and I know I gotta go

                  I couldn't reach you for months, till you had the accident
                                        your wings are broken and so is your leg
                    You cannot run away this time, and so we finally meet

                But it feels like touching an oil-painting's mixed and dried colours
                             or like a talk about cover of definitevely closed book
                
                    And as I leave, I feel that kind of silent sorrow
                            you can feel when you see a leaf falling
                                               

                                                                                                              
                  

I wonder if I ever

could quarry myself out of you

so that I would not even creak like sand

on your way

to the memories

and I would be of peace

like hourglass measuring your happiness