Sorry I haven't been around much lately, just been busy is all. Yesterday I went out to a late night movie with some peeps and grabbed some taco bell afterwords. It was an fun night.  I have TONS of pictures to put up, but I have been too busy to do anything. I promise I'll get them up today 
I also wanted to do another "life by bike" shoot, it seemed really popular.
Thanks for the support and stopping by.
Have a great weekend, and get ready for summer!
whoo!

I just came to the realization that I am a 'blank' person.
well, not anymore.
I was born a blank person.
Nothing abnormally wrong.
Nothing abnormally great either.

a blank slate.
I could have done anything.
become anyone.

It is all how I grew.
I am eternally jealous of those who were raised to be something, someone.
Dancers who train from the age of three.
Math wizards who's parents paid for tutoring in first grade.
Violin players who began to play at age four.

Most of the time people such as this grow up and find that what they were made to do as a child is completely different from what the really want.

But some of these people come to realize their dream is what they have been working towards their whole life. This is such a great phenomenon. To live a life filled with what you love from the very beginning.
It is unjust that the rest of us must walk around aimlessly for the first quarter of our lives trying to find just what it is we want.

There are times when a person never figures it out.

I don't want to be one of those people.
I want to find what I love, and I want to do it for the rest of my life.

Honestly, I am glad to be a blank slate.
Average.
I can do anything, because I am average.

I am O.K at everything I do. No, I may never win first place. I may not be the smartest in my grade, and I may not be the funniest person in the room. I may not be the prettiest, most athletic, or kindest person.

You can laugh and look down at my so called 'weakness', my lack of being great.
But just wait till that one day, when you are asked to do something out of your perfected life training.
Outside your scope of practice so to speak.

Where you fail, I will succeed.
Why?


Because I am blank.

I can do anything.

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
 whatever happened to the values of humanity?
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality?
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found






These words get to me every time this song comes on the radio.
It seems like it gets truer every year that goes by.
How do we take in this ever changing world?
Must we change along with it to survive?

life.

there is a place I know.
full of thought and emotion, where this world is just a fragment of our imagination.
there is something deeper where very few dare to go.
there is a pain, and a wonderful realization.
but in the pain there is something deep.
something we are all afraid to seek.
will it cause us more pain then glory?
for this we live our lives on the surfaces, afraid to know what is down beneath.