aahhh yoyoy...

Happy Chinese New Year to everybody..

Wish everyone has a great 2008 .. Enjoy the happiness of life..

These days.. i was freaking busy with tha homework... i feel so stressed..

i got math exam and english quiz on tuesday..

i got korean test on wednesday..

i got chem lab report due on thursday..

i get chem exam on tmrw.. friday..

omg.. i had so many tests this week..

for next week, there's more tests..

monday.. i have korean midterm... i have english speech due.. and idoim??( forgot the spelling..hahah ) quiz..

tuesday.. i have english vocab test...

wednesday.. i have korean test..

thursday.. i have chem lab midterm...

waaaooooo.. i could die from havin' the exams/tests/quizzes...

HELP  ME>>> !!!!!

hahah.. .well.. gotta study them really hard..

being single for almost 2 and half months...

i dunno wut should i say..

i really wanna find someone in the US..

but then its pretty hard for me.. cuz everyone thinks me as a kid..

cuz i look much younger than my actual age... so.. ewwwiii...

i'm almost 20 already.. how unbelieveable..

i was 12 when i first time to meet mark and vincent..

and rite now.. it's 8 yrs past.. omg..

i'm getting pretty old... wanna cry..

i dun wanna be old... hahhahah..

i wanna be a kid.. just a kid.. thinking nothing but happy..

so.. please..  hahahha..

New year came.. so.. i have my goals and rules for my 2008..

my rules are:

no sodas.. no coffes.  no babs milk tea..  no shopping.. no junk foods.. spend less time on the computer beside doing homework... study really really hard ... and .. dun eat too much.. haha

my goals are:

diet for 20lbs.. (i need to diet... cuz i wanna be pretty and cute).. save money... improve my english .. drive carefully and dun get any accidents..  and work to earn money.. and lastly... transfer to a better four year university.. for example.. mills.. fordham.. or maybe others...

By the way.. mom went back to China for Chinese New year..

i'm alone.. how sad.. but gladly my step-dad is here.. but he sometimes comes back to home really late.. so.. i have to stay by myself before he comes back..

daddy is in las vegas.. but i couldnt meet him.. because of my stupid school

so many tests.. ewwwiii... haven't seen dad for like.. 5months.. i think..

last time i saw him was in shanghai.. the one foundation event..

miss him.. miss step-mom.. miss half-sisters.. miss my sister.. miss my lovely mom..

miss everyone.. haha..

well.. i gotta study for my chem exam.. it's tmrw.. as i said on the top.. so.. yea..

gotta.. go.. goodluck everyone.. and Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

school already started a week..

in this week, i was freaking tired... wake up early and sleep late...

and i totally fallin asleep during class time..

every day is just tired... much of homework..

why i feel so tired.. even i do nothing..

21 units isnt a small number for me.. or maybe for everyone..

school makes me headache.. and homework make me wanna cry..

how come i have so many stuffs that i need to do..

and why i chose to take 21units.. wut was i thinking..

actually i had 21.5 units.. but then i dropped one class..

cuz a swimming class contains quizzes, tests and reading assignment..

no way.. thats too much for a PE class.. sucks..

so i just dropped it..

tmrw.. i gonna have a speech.. yuck!!! i dun wanna do any speech..

well.. whatever.. just let it go...

well.. cant write anymore.. gotta do my homework.. and prepare my speech .. 

pray for me~~~... ahahahaha

when dad meets my boyfriend.. wut gonna happen...

when my boyfriend meets my dad.. wut gonna happen..

no one can imagine.. including me.. so i never think about it...

luving someone is pretty hard thing.. but i feel happy when i fall in luv..

i feel i'm not alone.. i feel i'm getting stronger.. i feel someone is supporting me.. and just next to me..

i feel i'm not just thinking about study.. also thinking about all the ppl that i luv..

eewwwiii.. so random..

well.. gotta go to school later.. hoho..

college isnt the way i think.. college is hard.. it's stressful..

i meet many ppl.. but i just never talk to them.. i feel we arent in the same place..

i feel. they all are so far away from me.. not like high school..

i kind miss high school so much.. living in the dorm.. meet new ppl.. get new friendz..

play all around.. having fun.. talking..

but rite now.. i'm just staying at home.. doing my homework..

and trying not to call my lovely boyfriend..

it's pretty hard for me.. i feel i have so much pressure..

i just couldnt stand this way..

whatever.. whatever.. just keep doing.. keep working hard..

haha.. uop.. my goal..   usc.. my goal.. 

hahahhah

hoho..

got a little bit hair cut.. hoho..

well.. yeah.. cant find the different.. rite?

hoho.. it's a secert.. hohohohoh..

by the way.. tmrw will be my first of college life..

and i'm so afraid of it..

couldnt imagine how i can meet friendz.. ewwwiii...

but luck for me.. i knew brain.. hoho..

he can take care of me.. probably only a little bit..

but .. hahahha.. it's ok dadadadadada...

well.. i gotta sleep early today.. cuz tmrw i needa get up super early.. it's like 7..

holy holy.. how can i wake up .. hahah..

dude.. i cant believe my friend just betrayed me..

holy shhhhhh... wooow.. *

wont talk to her anymore..  hate her to use the relationship to show off..

by the way.. hoho.. luv my bf all tha time..

he told me to sleep early .. i gotta do it..

otherwise he gonna be angry w/ me..

when i dun have school.. i have to sleep before 12...

hoho.. i'm a good girl.. so i gotta listen to him.. hoho

lovely~~~~  cute boy.. cute boyfriend.. cute all the time..

OMG.. i cant believe that i'm turning 19 on sep 1st..

how unbelieveable..  i'm 19 already..

but the good thing is.. i dun look like a 19 yrs old girl

hoho.. so no one really knows how old i am..

i'm actually 19 rite now..

but if just look at me.. u would think i'm just 12..

hoho.. i'm just look young.. haha

just kidding..

by the way.. i'm so happy rite now..

cuz he just said happy birthday when i called him..

i thought he gonna forget about my birthday..

but.. haha.. he does remember all the time..

happy~~~~~~.. wooo hahahah.

luv him~~~ miss him~~. kiss him~~~.. hug him.~~~..

hahaha .. not that much.. just miss him and luv him.

hoho~~~