Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

You are feeling full of uncertainty and worrying over what you consider as missed opportunities. This is causing considerable stress and tension. You feel that there must be more to life than the constant pressures and anxieties - that surely life must hold far more opportunities than that which it has to date presented to you. You sincerely believe that there must be a simpler way to tap life's hidden recourses and should you be able to find that way - you could achieve your hearts desire. It's the not knowing 'how' that is affording you the constant worry. You are constantly probing and seeking - trying to ensure that at all times you are on your guard against missing any opportunity. 'Enough is enough'. You are anxious to avoid further setbacks. You are strenuously trying to make sure that you will not be overlooked and you badly need security.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

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I will be online more in the next two days, sorry I have not been here as much for everyone.. but I promise I will make it up to you all.. I have to get some sleep for now, but I will see everyone in 8 hours.. OMG 8 hours of sleep, I am droooling

Love you all good night to some and have a wonderful day to others Miss you all..

Jeanne

My sweet necture of love

You are an angel from the heavens above

When I think of your warm embrace

The most sinful thoughts appear written on my face

Skin so soft and white

How I long to hold you night after night

But each time my lips come close to your lips

You turn and walk away, leaving me the gentle sway of your hips

I love you and always will

Until time stands still

I will wait for every day a new

Just to have the warmth that lays inside you

When voices fade into the night..

Who will be there to carry your plight..

Deamons come and they leep through fire..

And yet your fear grows even higher..

Whisper my name and I will come..

We will vanish these fears as one..

United we fight through blood torn skin..

Our blades will find them in the end..

Back to back our bodies unite..

As we slaughter them from our sight...

The more you fight the braver you are..

I hear your battle cry near and far..

You leap in the air..

Soon, you are fighting with out a care..

My heart now full of joy..

For you are now a man and not a scared boy..

Rise up and show them you are strong..

For in the light is where you belong!

Jeanne