! Choose language


  • For every beauty there's an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there's an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there's a heart somewhere to receive it and the one who really loves you will always be by your side, help and take care of you no matter the distance/circumstances, and wont expect anything in return...

My blog More entries >

  • Happy Valentines!!!

    Wednesday, Feb 15, 2012 7:56AM / Members only

      217 views Share    

  • Time off

    Wednesday, Nov 23, 2011 9:48AM / Members only

    You know I been thinking allot these days. And I know to most that is a bad thing. But for me that is a great thing. You know I often wonder why people always tell me I think too much. Maybe in side I want to ask them, "Why they think to little?" 

    The Lady I use to take care of passed away in her sleep. I was very disturbed by it. If she had still been under my care, I feel she would still be alive. She was like a mom to me. So, the news of her death left me a little shell shocked. I would find my self walking in bewilderment. My mind could not fully grasp her death. So, I took time off.. more or less. People on my facebook..Like Christopher, Danny, Nic, and few others.. have all kept in touch with me and I them.

    I went back to school. And took on several jobs. I even played around a little on IMVU and Jade Dynasty RPG. 

    I know I did this in order to find my self. For I felt like I was drowning inside. Slightest little thing would upset me or send me over the edge. And this was not me. Not the meek yet strong me. Was more like bitter obsessive person. I never use to care what people thought of me.. But there I was everything mattered. I lost who I was... But as my grandmother once said, when you find your self lost in the woods. Don't panic.. many ways in there for many ways out.

    So I will end this saying I found my self again.


      173 views Share    

  • Battle

    Wednesday, Nov 23, 2011 9:17AM / Members only

    The fading lights from above

    Casts out the shadows below

    My heart fears only that which I can not see

    Battle cries fading slowly into darkness

    My fear now is that I am alone

    My arms are heavy with the feel of my steel

    My hands blister and blood

    My stance is weak

    Is this the end

    Hearing no foot steps I take a moment to breath

    My sword'd edge resting in the dirt

    My eyes grow heavy

    My mind focus's on the task before me

    We have been fighting for hours for our existance

    My steeds blood runs warm under my feet

    My fellow comrads dieing at my feet

    But I know I must survive to the end of this battle

    Come too far just to die now

    With new found power

    I stand proud and erect

    For I am not finished yet



      167 views Share    

  • Anger~~Poem

    Wednesday, Nov 23, 2011 9:15AM / Members only

    Waters flowing in and out

    Memories floating about

    The land growing green all around 

    My life is sitting or does it drown

    Birds sing into a new day

    But happiness eludes me this way

    I sing into the air and it sounds like hollow tears

    What have I been missing all these years

    So much sorrow has yet to be seen 

    And yet more then enough has been exspirianced by me

    What is this emptiness inside

    Why is it elusive, but yet it does not hide

    I love you and hate you all at the same time

    For this I must master this feeling inside

    I walk and listen to nature all around

    Until I can walk no more, my knees hitting the ground

    I look up into the bright blue sky

    Anger in my voice I can not longer hide

    How could this be me after all I have seen

    A voice answeres... because this is the life you live for me



      186 views Share    

  • Jackie Chan's Concert Info

    Friday, Apr 1, 2011 12:28AM / Members only

    愛心無國界 311 燭光晚會
    Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders 
    “Stay Strong, For You Are Not Alone”
    The world was thrown into a state of shock, at 2:46pm on 11
     March, 2011, 
    the peaceful regions of North Eastern Japan were shaken by a horrifying 
    9-magnitude earthquake, followed by dreadful tsunamis and numerous 
    aftershocks. The lives of thousands were consumed by relentless waves, with 
    many more injured and missing. Sharing the grief of victims at this hour of 
    despair, members of Hong Kong’s entertainment industry quickly congregate 
    to organize the “Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders” Fund Raising charity event, 
    to offer hope and support to the people of Japan, and send a message of 
    courage against catastrophic hardships.  
    United We Stand Love Beyond Borders 
    The ‘Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders Organizing Committee’ announced the “Artistes 311 Love Beyond 
    Borders” charity event will be held from 7-10pm, 1
     April, 2011 at the Hong Kong Victoria Park. Guest artistes 
    from the entertainment industry will join hands in a marathon concert, raising funds from local community for 
    quake victims in Japan. Apart from artistes of the Sino regions of Hong Kong, Taiwan and China, the event will 
    also be graced by overseas guest performers from Japan, Korea and Indonesia. The goal is to channel united 
    efforts from across the globe, and send gifts of affection to the shores of Japan. 
    Stay Strong For You Are Not Alone 
    Mr. Jackie Chan, one of the event’s initiators, said the devastating disaster has deprived thousands of Japanese 
    of families and homes, while the agony of loss is made unbearable by adversity of aftermaths ahead. “Love 
    and empathy knows no borders,” said Mr. Chan. “We, as members of the entertainment industry, wish to bring 
    hope and support to the people of Japan.” The event’s theme song, “Succumb Not to Sorrow”, borrows its 
    lyrics from the work of Miyazawa Kenji ---- the nation’s renowned poet and author of children literature from 
    the Meiji period. His works has long been selected  as required reading for Japan’s primary and secondary 
    schools, while his mature literatures are regarded by most as national treasures. “Succumb Not to the Rain”
    (雨ニモマケズ ) is among his most popular children writings. It praises the tenacity of Japanese people in face 
    of hardship, and carries an uplifting message of optimism. Shortly after the earthquake’s outbreak, Japanese 
    artiste Ken Watanabe has recorded a video recital of  “Succumb Not to the Rain”, serving as a word of 
    consolation to countless victims. Hong Kong’s entertainment industry has borrowed these verses and set them 
    to a melody composed by Tang Chi-wai ; Chinese lyrics by Poon Yuen Leung, and Music Director, Chiu Tsang Hei. 
    The  ‘Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders Organizing Committee’ renamed the theme song to “Succumb Not to 
    Sorrow”, is complete with both Japanese and Mandarin versions. Love and empathy knows no borders, with 
    heartfelt sincerity, organizers shall deliver this comforting melody to those in distress in Japan. 
    “Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders” : Raising Funds for Salvation Army’s “Relief Pack for Japan” 
    It is announced at today’s conference that all proceeds less necessary expenses will be donated to the
    Salvation Army ---- the international charity organization currently involved with disaster relief efforts in Japan. 
    The goal is to raise funds for 50,000 to 70,000 “Relief Packs”, sufficient for an estimated 50,000 to  80,000 
    disaster victims. The Salvation Army is planning on expanding its disaster relief effort, including provision of 
    Emergency Relief Packs to the affected population. Items include:  
    1. A 15-day supply of food and drinking water; 
    2. Personal care products including toothpaste, toothbrush, towel and soap; ‘Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders Organizing Committee’ All Right Reserved 2011
    3. Personal hygiene products including toilet paper, sanitary napkins and underwear; 
    4. Blanket and warm clothing;  
    5. Simple utensils included in some kits to facilitate cooking in affected areas; 
    6. Other Emergency Items 
    Supporting Media Unit: Television Broadcasts Limited, Asia Television Limited, Hong Kong Cable Tele Lvision 
    Limited, Phoenix Satellite Television Co., Limited, Radio Television Hong Kong, Hong Kong Commercial 
    Broadcasting Co., Limited, Metro Broadcast Corporation Limited, now TV, MATV Japan & Yomiuri Shimbun 
    Satellite Edition. 
    [Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders] is organized by the following organizations: Hong Kong Chamber of Films, 
    The Federation of Hong Kong Filmmakers, Hong Kong Performing Artistes Guild, Hong Kong Film Directors’
    Guild, Hong Kong Screen Writers’ Guild, Society of  Cinematographers (HK) Ltd, Hong Kong Film Arts 
    Association, Hong Kong Movie Production Executives  Association, Hong Kong Cinematography & Television 
    Lighting Association Limited, Hong Kong Stuntman Association, Society of Film Editors (HK) Limited , 
    Association of Motion Picture Post Production Professionals, CASH, Hong Kong Theatres Association, South 
    China Film Industry Workers Union, Hong Kong Televisioners Association, Hong Kong & Macau Cinema & 
    Theatrical Enterprise Association, Hong Kong Motion Picture Industry Association Limited, Movie Producers 
    and Distributors Association (MPDA). 
     April “Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders” Event Details:-
    Time    19:05 – 22:35pm (duration:3 .5hours) 
    Type of performance Marathon concert performed by various guest artistes 
    Venue    Hong Kong Victoria Park – Soccer Pitches 1,2 &3 
    Donation fee   not less than HK$20 / per person 
    The organizers have announced that all proceeds less necessary expenses will be donated to the international 
    charity organization, the Salvation Army. Bank of China (Hong Kong), Bank of East Asia and HSBC have 
    immediately arranged a donation account for “Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders”. Public Donations can be 
    made through the following banks: 
    How You Can Help – Donation method (Cash or Cheque Donation):
    Direct Transfer Account Name Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders 
    Direct Transfer Accounts   Bank of China (Hong Kong)  012-883-0-012288-9 
             Bank of East Asia    015-514-40-403233-1 
             HSBC                      004-112-297007-001 
    For Hong Kong tax deduction purpose, official receipts will be issued upon request for donations of or
    exceeding HK$100. Please put the original bank pay-in slip in an envelope stating “Artistes 311 Love Beyond 
    Borders” and send to c/o Cheng & Cheng Limited Certified Public Accountants at 10
     Floor, Allied Kajima 
    Building, 138 Gloucester Road, Wanchai, Hong Kong together with a stamped return envelop stating donor’s ‘Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders Organizing Committee’ All Right Reserved 2011
    name and address. Please call Mr. Ivan Yu or David Yeung at tel. no. 3962 0373 if there is any enquiry. 
    Jackie Chan, Eric Tsang, John Sham, Special Consultant: Ms.Judy Ongg, over a hundred joint-hands artistes, The 
    ‘Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders Organizing Committee’ and representative from co-organizers and sponsors  
    reiterated the message “Stay Strong, For You Are Not Alone”.  
    The Artistes 311 Love Beyond Borders Organizing Committee 
     March, 2011

      247 views Share    

  • More entries >

My guestbook More comments >

  • Please login or sign up for FREE in order to add a comment.

  • posted on Sunday, May 5, 2013 9:27PM  [Report]
    Chicken mother a letter addressed to the UN secretary-general, ban ki-moon, who can help me to apply for the Nobel peace prize
    Talk about the shooting of the truth uncovered the secret of human suicide and homicide
    The lone Wolf actually is the onset of depression
    Since the ancient times national education continues the old traditional teaching methods to strengthen the education on this basis to catch up with the world advanced level of science and technology of the target to achieve more talents out early talents social and business is continuous innovation education field does everythingpossible reform deeper more detailed perfected a new system of the implementation of the education system of various countries experts all kinds of education methods to promote the early education publishers resellers more pervasive makes the education content is increasing more and more deep more and more widely more and more fine more and more complex school started from nursery day in small learning culture
    After school go to school at 6 years old in many countries children are deeply however gas blanket courses to a serious shortage of sleep not only that a child will also have to teachers and parents to arrange all kinds of classes on children without a belongs to own childhood grew up is a learning tool but cramming education mode that they changed the nature of the original innocence is not the only zombie myopia idiot the intensive education not only deprived of their happy childhood, and severely destroying their health of body and mind makes more learn more stupid more learn more stupid more learn more long more learn more deformation piled up the books put them well mental derangement completely ruin their future became the walking dead is a murderer a nie stay crazy became the tool of harm to society
    Soure prodigy mostly become mental illness early to go to school children is difficult to success the fact told us early brain too early to go to school is chronic suicide early education of ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign long-term lack of sleep does not know how many people ruin destroyed many generation destroyed rewritten the history how many don't know how many family do not know how much harm to the society it is worse than no any disaster of world war ii the history lesson since we human beings should wake up the historical tragedy should be over
    China central television (CCTV) and the first person to each guest on national television to imitate gao xiumin Zhang Qianlian stage name Gao Xiufeng blasting red chicken mother online play Zhang Qianlian or Gao Xiufeng can see my video blog
    Who can help me I would be grateful for the Nobel peace prize in Beijing my phone; 13718218309
  • posted on Sunday, May 5, 2013 9:26PM  [Report]
    Early to go to school not only brain not make in the future and planted hidden danger depression once do a stimulus is easy to attack some counterintuitive and terrible things in the past how many so-called nerd is depression is clinically depressed how many high school graduated from the university became a basket case appear in the society now, more and more depression and mental patients is difficult to control their suicidal madness the hatred of relatives and friends people killing her parents' murder others' hatred of society become crazy and mad streets of rubbish food and drug abuse of alcohol and many other social unrest element they don't have the self-control don't know what you are doing I don't know what I was thinking to make incredible hurt yourself of the things we thought about did not cause all of this is the final cause of what
    Online shows that China's existing mental patients over 1.6 billion hundred million smi and on this basis also surge in suicide and homicide are everywhere around the world, a university graduates say to me there are two doors in the world the most terrible one is hell gate is a school doors we are depression what does that mean it means we waste money are making a lot of hard work made are handicapped or even criminals amok destroyed not only is the next generation is to destroy the future of humanity is destroyed our future is visible now way of education is to the child how destroyed badly Japanese students collective suicide Korean students collective suicide growing shootings
    Hitler is manic depression in the history of today's Mr Qaddafi is manic depression many famous leaders and many celebrities have suffered from depression, Japan's prime minister and senior intellectual madman suicide many spirit is divided this shows what this suggests that the education there is a serious error in our descendants are processed is a psychiatric students is not only a teacher appreciation of Jordan farmar also became the tool of making money all burden pressure in children children became the victim of the education misunderstanding and formed the vicious circle around the world is so so education must be immediately reform human education must reform in the society now too many mental patients can't afford not to urgent care for our next generation growth around the world is the world
    Advocates the age of eight to school cancel the pre-school education cancel exam-oriented education banned arcane all students all afternoon half-day classes the emancipation of the student teachers simplify primary school textbooks students decompression cancel fractions banned homework popularization high school on bar to change the traditional teaching mode and calling for worldwide census early found early treatment of the mental disease called for more and more people attach importance to the healthy growth of the next generation to human mental health in order to reduce human waste to make efforts
  • posted on Friday, Feb 8, 2013 9:50PM  [Report]
    I'm sorry, late reply.

    Because our factory is busy. The factory has a holiday. I hope you and your family in the new year. Good health, family happiness, may you be happy and prosperous!

  • posted on Tuesday, Dec 25, 2012 5:30AM  [Report]
    Merry Christmas and a happy new year!
  • posted on Monday, Sep 24, 2012 10:00PM  [Report]
    hello``.. My friend:
    How are you?
  • posted on Sunday, Aug 5, 2012 6:34PM  [Report]
    hello``.. My friend:
    How are you?
  • posted on Sunday, Dec 4, 2011 11:22AM  [Report]
    你好,好久不见,还好吗 ?
  • posted on Wednesday, Nov 23, 2011 2:55PM  [Report]
    hey im tiger from england hope we can be friends
  • posted on Wednesday, May 25, 2011 10:59PM  [Report]
    hello``.. My friend:
    How are you? back from Beijing before I went to the South. (Zhejiang) only recently just came back. busy home now matters. so there is no time line, I'm sorry you!!!
    Here to feel a little bit strange. friends seemed to remember Oh. hehe.
    Long time no chat with you. What do you do? remember the note body Oh ...
    I have the time to come here Oh. hopefully we can keep in touch Oh!
    I wish you good luck!: good luck!!!
  • posted on Thursday, Feb 3, 2011 5:54PM  [Report]
    Happy New Year.
    My friend, a very long time to come here, how are you? miss you, Oh ..
    I have been busy, to Beijing's affairs in order, and then I went back to the factory, until now, every very busy this time, because I want to sum up the gains and losses a year, so please forgive ..
    Nice to meet you, the new year begins, I hope you and your family in the new year, success in work. good health and good luck!
  • posted on Saturday, Jan 1, 2011 1:01AM  [Report]
    It's never to late !
    All best
  • posted on Friday, Dec 31, 2010 3:11AM  [Report]
    Happy New Years from everyone at alivenotdead.com!
  • posted on Thursday, Dec 30, 2010 2:46PM  [Report]
    Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !

    nice day
  • posted on Saturday, Dec 25, 2010 3:10AM  [Report]
    Wish you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
  • posted on Friday, Dec 24, 2010 9:27AM  [Report]
    Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !
  • posted on Friday, Dec 10, 2010 8:04AM  [Report]
    :)thank you ! how are you doing ?
  • posted on Friday, Dec 10, 2010 8:04AM  [Report]
    :)thank you ! how are you doing ?
  • posted on Friday, Dec 10, 2010 8:04AM  [Report]
    :)thank you ! how are you doing ?
  • posted on Saturday, Nov 13, 2010 12:46AM  [Report]
    nice to meet you
  • posted on Thursday, Oct 28, 2010 10:08PM  [Report]
    my dear friend
    How are you? I am happy that
    I am fine thanks and what about you?
    Best regards to you!
    I wish you a nice weekend!
  • More comments >


  • I am just a normal girl ask me what ever you wish I am a very open person....


  • Gender: Female
  • Total visits: 108,267

RSS feed

    Share 分享到:

Shout box

Please first sign in or sign up for FREE to post to the Shout Box.

Archived shouts

Join the alivenotdead.com community uniting musicians, filmmakers, and other artists with their fans