Things have been so confusing
lately. I sort of lose my communication with you because of my hectic schedule.
And even just for a minute, no, I think even for a second I didn’t bother to
look into the fact that I haven’t been paying attention on you for a while. Now
after a surge of anger, a childish moment, I remember you.
It was like being hit by a Golf
ball in my head, I start to question that how come after a very long time, I,
never bothered to ask why I didn’t get in touch with you. As if you where never
a part of me and that you really did not do much for me. I kind of miss you. I
remember how happy you were, how free your spirit was. Your ambitions and hopes
are colorful. You don’t worry your self much and live life as you wanted it to
be. You treasure friends and even acquaintances. You don’t ignore pains yet
welcome them as part of you.And just by
remembering, I envy you now.
Funny thing is I don’t know how
to keep in touch with you anymore. I lost you as I grew older. I lost you when
I started to accept that some things are not always as it seems.
And now, with pains of growth and
maturity I loath to became me and be more like you. Yet all I can say is “HEY
THERE OLD SELF, HOW ARE YOU?!”
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