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I hate myself...

Suddenly... I really hate myself... cos I was a silly guy in past time...

Few hours before, I chatted with my mentor (He was my mentor in my last company, well... he is a mature guy... and also he is really nice guy). I shared my present life to him... and also I chatted for some pass things... and he gave me some advices... that will be very useful in future... I should aware my working additude... I really feel confuse  what is he mention about... from the begin, I always think that I am work hard on my work. I never say no on everythings, and I will try my best to do everything...! and I still keep focus to talk about... I really feel honour on my pass working performances. cos I never done any big wrong... and also never sign warning letter on my working performances ( but I signed a lot cos I always late for my work...) well... He told to me... that's not the main point on what he said... cos ... he said I should aware my whole image thing... beside my work... I still to keep attendtion on my talk, on my everything... cos there's always many ppl are watching... and talking... even though I dun have any big problems on my working performances... I got a problem on my talking skill... or maybe on some thought. I always think that... I havent got big problems on my working... that's no problem on the other thing also... If I got lost... that still not my problem...

BUT........ right now... finally... I really understand... I got the wrong concept on my pass life. I really a silly guy ... and I always feel that I am mature enough right now. but... I am not that mature. I should still keep on improve on everythings.

THANKS all my frds always remind me, gave me many advives. I really so pleased to learn it. and I hope that won't be late for me. I will keep on to work hard on my job... also on my everything. they said right, there are many ppl watching u... and talking u... I should be more low profile on everytime... 

Before, I always felt that I was matured enough. I am not the silly guy.

Right now, I understand that how silly on my pass life. and also on everythings...

In future, I just hope that I can be more mature on everything. Add oil then!:!

almost 13 years ago 0 likes  3 comments  0 shares
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having self-confidence is very nice....but too much confidence will cast a mist b4 your eyes....then u can't see all the problems... supposing that u are in a danger always....when u are working hard....everyone are working hard too... if u don't pay more and more attentions....just think the shit....maybe" that's enough" or " i've done very well"....u will be a loser finally... remember that it's a job....but psychological warfare too....everyone wear masks....it's society...
almost 13 years ago
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I have told you many many time but you don't agree with me......but you got it finally! anyhow i still waiting 4 you confide to me 아자아자
almost 13 years ago
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Doris & mon~~ both of u are my best frd. both of u... either younger than me or....... elder than me... U all really a mature guys. Thank all of u always give me a lot advice, a lot encouage. I am glad to share all my things to both of u :)))
almost 13 years ago

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