I have started to wonder about this so-called word “love”...
Being in love, having 110% trust in a person…...
Is there one person on this earth for everyone? Is there
sparks and instant attraction?
I had a discussion with a friend I have had online for 5
years or so.. He was asked the question of "can you fall in love with
someone online" we my short answer is yes, I love my online friends as
much as my "in person" friends... But of course there is not a
physical/sexual connection with someone you can't touch.. So, some people fall
"in love" online and get married! LOL... Don’t laugh, it happens....
don’t ask, that’s another story!!
So the short if the story is anything is possible. One thing
I have learned is that there are a shit load of dick heads online.. And I seem
to have met most of them... But fortunately I have been blessed with, I
honestly believe some of the most honest loving friends I will come across..
Although, I'd like to think I could one day sit down and have a green tea with
them, but that won't happen in most cases. LOL!! And doing shots on webcam with
judy on the other side if the world isn't quite the same.
Nor is showing my new
handbags or my belkie trifle to friend from the states to Scotland!
Oops.. I'm rambling... Okay..
I'm 30; I love lots of people, but I have my doubts that I
have even in fact been in love. I'm not talking little crush when I was 14 and
found my boyfriend kissing another girl behind the toilets...I have felt
tremendous pain and hurt by people over the years, and put too much trust in
people. I have no doubt felt lust infatuation and desire....hence to
follow that, felt hurt, scared, angry and extremely cautious.
I have a vision of the perfect man.. But I doubt there is
such a person. Not that appearance is everything, nor is race, religion, age or
That person who wants to know everything about you, that
person who makes your heart skip a beat when you hear their voice or as they
brush past you. The one who knows when to hold you close and just listen. The
one you hang off their every word...That person who you would die for....
Life is so precious... Friends hold tremendous value!, no
matter how far away they are. Life is a fascinating journey; Awaken and be
aware in this world and its surroundings.. Be open to everything and
Like a friend said to me the other day "let me know
when it starts raining men" LOL!!
~ Oh don’t worry… I will!!!
Maybe I watch too many love movies....;))...sigh we can
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